Lately..

...i feel annoyed when people say this to me:

'i think, you are getting skinnier'.

i don't know why..hmm..

I also just found out that a friend of mine listed me as 'Evelyn Kering Kontang' in his handphone...kurang asam punya kawan...teda gelaran lain lagi ka dia mau bagi saya.(:

i don't mad but i just feel annoyed and frustrated.

Sleepy Entry :) (with the eyes that barely open)

I feel damn sleepy right now at office..maybe i ate too much just now. but how come? I just had vegetable soup, fried fish and sambal belacan for lunch at a restaurant called HOME..hehhe..far better than spend money outside for food that is not really meet my bud taste.

In fact, i always wanted to have breakfast and lunch at home during weekdays but sometimes work does not permit me to going back home during lunch time.

This week is semester break but i don't going back to Sabah this time around. I'll be on leave on Thursday, Friday and next Monday. Hubby is visiting me and Yong2. Yeaahh!! Can't wait. This is his first time flying and first time coming to Johor ever since i work here. Hope he will be good on plane! hehe..

what to say more aa..(thinking what else to write)

hmm..i'm a bit hesitate to mention that this year i wanna gain weight...(shy, shy,shy..!!) Found that i'm annoyed with some friends telling me that i'm too skinny (sometimes). A new friend i met told me that i should be a bit bigger than my size now looking at my body frames. I don't know why, her word is keep whizzing in my ears..haish..(but i'm not blaming her la). Hubby is also feel that i should gain 2 or 3 kg to be added to my current weight (47kg)...hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

so, what should i do? i eat more than my housemate (her size is just like me) but still no change. Where all the nutrients and vitamins gone? Is there a big worm inside my stomach eating them before all the nutrients and vitamins being absorbed by my body?..huhuu..what a crazy thought!

or is it because i'm a busy woman? working hard at office (ow, really?) and never ending mum's responsibilities at home?..hohoo..it could be the reason too. But i promise to grab any food on my way to make sure my resolution this year accomplished.

Eh, did i mentioned RESOLUTION? As far as my concern, since beginning of this year, i never set anything as my resolution yet, and today suddenly i set ONE..hahahaha..a resolution has been set in the sleepy mode..(can't help but i smileeeee in front of my lappy).

Well, friends, you all need to wish me luck!! (thinking what to cook this evening)

Driving Class: the 1st 2 hours on the road

Yeaheyyy!!!

Finally i continue my driving class after being delayed for few months. Today is my 1st 2 hours driving on the road, started at 10am to 12pm. I supposed to take another 2 hours at 1pm to 3pm but i canceled it last minute. My 'cikgu' told me i will be fined rm5 perhour if i cancel it last minute but after i checked with the lady on duty at their counter, she said its okay. (of course after i gave her a strong reason: wanna take my son to the doctor).

In fact, i wanted to continue but this is weekend and i don't want my son being taken care by his babysitter too long on weekend..tidak sanggup pula saya rasa, kalau boleh hujung minggu biar la saya jaga sepenuh masa. kecuali betul2 terpaksa.

back to the story of my driving class;
hehee..so far not bad. My cikgu (Cikgu Hisham) is not talking much while we were on the road. No friendly talk between us. At 10.15am he gave me the car key and said: nombor 9457 kereta paling hujung, buat 5 perkara. jangan jalan dulu, tunggu cikgu. Macam la saya berani jalan kalau tiada cikgu di sebelah..hahhaa!

With the car key in my hand i walked toward the car and did the 5 steps before he came...eisehh..macam pro driver sdh konon sia time tu padahal berdebar-debar jantungku..haks!
He then said: okay, jalan. masuk gear satu, lepas clutch perlahan-lahan, tekan minyak. imbang..
vroom..vroom..vroomm...
believe or not, I AM ON THE ROAD ALREADY!!! tried to be calm as possible as i could (sebenarnya sedikit excited juga sebab akhirnya boleh belajar memandu di jalan raya), focus on what the cikgu ask me to do; tukar gear tekan clutch, at the junction pasang lampu isyarat membelok (common sense la), bila berhenti di simpang/traffic light bebaskan gear tarik handbreak and bla bla bla...hishh..banyak pula mau diingat tau.. I don't like la, cuba la kereta auto yang diguna utk belajar driving.tidak la penat and lagi senang..nasib la dah belajar sikit2 dengan hubby. tak la terkial-kial sangat.

My 1st big mistake today..enjin mati three times i tell you..hehhee..1st one, while waiting for the light to turn green, i let go the clutch because my kaki penat sangat..sorry cikgu!!!(*^).
2nd and 3rd, clutch and minyak tak seimbang..nasib cikgu tak marah sebab yang lain2 teknikal okay dia bilang.
I drove two rounds at the Route A (Pasir Gudang Complex) and once at Route B (Pasir Gudang Circuit)..i'm still not satisfied with my performance. But like one of the staff (not my cikgu-he didn't say anything nice to me) after tell me, this is only your first session, be good in next time. thank you though!

So, in my part i think i need to recap especially what need to be done at the junction and traffic lights. Macam saya kena buat nota o ni..hahaa..u guys don't laugh at me a..just wish me luck and supoort me supaya berjaya sampai dapat lesen nanti...i kan baru belajar.:) :)

So, that's all about my first two hours driving class on the road. the Next session, i haven't booked yet. But planning to continue next saturday.

Now i can breath normally

The last 4 days recently really put me in a tense situation. YongYong was not feeling well for the past 4 days since we back from Sabah.

First he vomited due to his tonsils swollen, followed by high fever and after recover from number 1 & 2, come the bad rashes at his nappy area. Still in medication. In the process of recovering.

I tell you, when your little one not feeling well, they will turn very- very -very demanding. All they want is your 100% attention! I was so stress when i can't stop him crying due to the pain he feel. What double my tense was because i'm the only one with him here in JB. I tell you again, its not easy taking care a sick child alone especially when that is your first time experience. Saya boleh jadi over stress ooo..

But like i keep telling myself, THIS IS A MUM'S LIFE SHOULD BE. If last Sunday i decided to leave him with his grandma back in Sabah, and let them handle my son while he was sick, maybe until now i don't feel as good as now.

What most important is, I feel i'm stronger now after been through the 4 tense days alone.(with less help also from my housemate, but no question because she is not married and she has his own business. Nevertheless, thank you so much to her for sending and accompanying us to clinic!)

Now, i can breath normally and have my ease of mind. Even not totally but at least i can say it is in 95% level. Praised to the Almighty God!

Take FIVE

Taking break from workload at my desk.

Still in the office. haven't take my lunch due to waiting for my friend/housemate to finish her class. Could be a late lunch..hmm..nasib tak lapar.

After a week holiday plus an emergency leave yesterday, i finally come back to work today..great things waiting for me on my desk..a pile of work..hehe..its a great thing because at least i know that i come to office to work not net surfing...hahaha..

Well...there a lot of occurrancess in my life for the past one week. But i can't update my blog immediately due to lack of FREE time. What most important is i had a great time with family back home throughout my holiday especially in celebrating my 4th brother's wedding on 19th and 22nd last February. Will post some of great pictures of the wedding soon.

There is also some news of my beloved YongYong too. Will also post about it. Till then. Cheers!

Happy Wednesday

Good morning people!

Hardly believe its already Wednesday. After a loooongg weekend i feel so lazy to come back to work..argghh.

But, life is always must goes on. Need to work. If not nobody will give you money at the end of month. Did i mentioned MONEY?..hehhe..yes. nobody can live without it.You and Me want it. Well then, can we say MONEY is a need nowadays?(~~^~~)
Ooops..tiba-tiba ja mengarut pagi-pagi ni..
hmm..i better back to my work before i carried away by so many nonsense things in my mind right now.
Work!Work!Work!

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Hubby or Kids?

hmm..
In the office right now.
This question comes to my mind all of a sudden. Since back from lunch it is keep playing around my mind till i can't concentrate doing my work.;)
Well, a friend of mine asked me during lunch time whether i going back this coming CNY or not.
i said 'no, because my YongYong is here with me.
He then, asked 'Your hubby?'
i replied 'alaa..hubby biar la, yang penting YongYong di sini sama saya'.
Then he replied me 'ooo..no wonder la'. I guess he understand that for me child comes first.

This question is for those who married and have kid(s).
In any situation: who would comes first? Your Child (ren) or your hubby?

In my situation i found that i put my YongYong at the first place in my life then followed by hubby. There are many reasons and one of it is because YongYong is my only beloved son (at the moment). Its hard to elaborate more. A child hold a very special place in a mum's heart and mind. Nothing can compare.

Full Occupancy

Full occupancy is a hotel term used to refer to a situation whereby all the rooms in the hotels are sold and occupied. That's how i can conclude on my situation now. Thats why only now i have time to update the world (as if the whole world reading my post, ahaks!) on what happen to my life throughout the week.

7 days passed and it is also means YongYong has been here with me for a week.
What can i say?
My daily life's routine has changed since then. I ever dream to bring YongYong and stay with me in Johor Bahru once and only now i made it into a reality. So, there is no regret and one thing for sure, this is life that exactly i should run since i have my son.

Well, 5 days under the care of a babysitter during day time these are what he, Kak Ani the baby sitter and me had experienced:
Monday:
YongYong ; didn't cry at all when i leave him to Kak Ani. He even said 'babai (bye bye!) and gave me a flying kiss before i off to office.
Me ; forgotten to take Kak Ani's number, felt worried at office the whole day and kept wondering how is YongYong with Kak Ani. Too many questions wandering in my mind. Wanted to go home during lunch time but too occupied with the office work.
Kak Ani ; She said YongYong was okay, also reported to me that one thing she didn't understand is why everytime she bathed YongYong, he will cry. Actually i forgot to inform her YongYong used to bath with warm water (just like me!) and even to clean his nappy area also must be using warm water too!

Tuesday:
YongYong: he didn't cry. just like the day before.
Me ; My anxiety lessen compared to the day before.
Kak Ani ; YongYong had twice naps this time compared to yesterday. She also said YongYong always 'minta dukung, masak pun kena dukung'..hehhe, that's my YongYong.

Wednesday & Tuesday:
YongYong; he cried and refused to go to Kak Ani's house..
Me: Wonder why he cried. Feel sad leaving him with Kak Ani but must go to work also.
Kak Ani: YongYong played the whole day with her son and daughters. She noticed that if there are other kids around, YongYong will not really look for her attention as he is too busy playing.

Friday ;
YongYong: he cried like yesterday.
Me: concluded that maybe YongYong's mood is not in yet.
Kak Ani: reported to me her hubby have to take YongYong for a ride around the neighbourhood to calm him that morning.

My conclusion ;
I was very lucky that YongYong is easily get use to stranger. My first worry when i made decision to bring YongYong here with me was 'could he adapt to a new environment?' and the answer is YES. His babysitter also assured me that YongYong has no problem with her and likewise. Her kids ; 2 boys aged 9 and 8 respectively and her daughter aged 7 really welcomed YongYong as their new companion and 'adik'. So, i guess he gonna be fine here.

While for me, what do you think i do the rest of the day?

Early morning:
Usually i wake up as early as 6am, make sure that i take bath before YongYong wake up. Get ready for work and if i'm lucky YongYong wake up exactly after i dressed up. After that, go downstair and warm his 'rice porridge' which i cooked earlier. Prepare his things : diapers, change clothes, milk and milk bottle, and other needs. Transfer them to Kak Ani who live just next door including YongYong and off to work.

Evening:
Try to feed YongYong before he goes to bed..that would be around 7pm. no need to bath him because Kak Ani have done it earlier but if he sweat a lot of course i need to clean and change his shirts to nightshirts. To make him sleep is another matter. At his age now, he needs 8 ounces milk and half and hour time till he fall asleep. Sometimes i fall asleep while waiting for him to sleep.My day is not end there. After that, i'll need to do laundry. That would be around 9pm. Everyday, only after he sleep. Well, i'm not the kind of mama who keeps dirty clothes for two or three days. For me better wash everyday than seeing them getting more and more day by day!

Hmm..now you see how occupied is my life throughout the week, right? Even friends at office notice that i look tired and seems not have enough sleep. Well, that's my life now. I'm happy with it.

What a tiring day!

Akhirnya, YongYong telah pun tidur lena setelah seharian bermain dan bermanja denganku. Perasaan bahagia sebagai seorang ibu yang kini dapat menatap wajah satu-satunya anak yang dikasihi dan dirindui saban malam, tidak dapat digambarkan dengan kata-kata. Biar pun kepenatan dan geram dengan sifat manjanya, aku dapat merasakan kini YongYong tahu aku siapa selama ini yang hanya muncul sesekali menziarahinya. Walaupun dia masih kecil, tapi nalurinya dapat membezakan. Aku yakin yang itu.

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Flash back on what had happened all the way from Kota Kinabalu to Johor.

YongYong and Daddy. I think YongYong's daddy is in the mood of 'sedih' but of course he wouldn't cry in public like i always do every time i fly back to Johor without YongYong!

1. 6.55am flight from KK to Johor ; while waiting to boarding the flight me and YongYong play 'run, hide and seek' at the waiting area. Adoii..penat wweeii main kejar-kejar. Dia pula tidak pandai penat..i expecting that to happen since YongYong will never stay and sit more than 2 minutes unless he is very tired. but i never thought he is dare enough to run away from me and join the passengers to Kuching that was lining up waiting for their baording pass to be checked. Aiyooo..sampai ada satu urang lelaki dukung dia dan hantar balik sama sia..bikin malu mummy ja. Tapi time tu, sia buat cool ja konon. Padahal memang malu nda dapat kejar YongYong..hehehe..!

2. In the plane: YongYong made friends with the passengers sat behind us! Adooii..macam-macam dia try cakap sama tu orang di belakang..but one word he kept talking is 'bang' = kapal terbang. I guess he wanted to tell the passengers behind ' ini kapal terbang, kan? Nasib la itu orang layan YongYong.

3. At the Senai terminal: while waiting for our luggage, sempat lagi kami main kejar-kejar..he just can't stop..terpaksa sia kasi naik dia di troli luggage supaya dia tidak lari sana sini.

there he is still admiring the aircraft. Sampai tidak mau keluar dr terminal.

4. On the way to Pasir Gudang by a taxi : he vomited. I was panicked. He turn pale and look weak. I just remember that he didn't eat any solid food since 5am. I couldn't do anything other than wait till we reached home.

6. Arrived at home: I feed him straight away. Rice porridge from Marry Brown seems to suit his appetite. After that, he looked fresh again and start his routine again. huurmm..thanks God.

7. At home: he playing with his toys. tricycle and when he bored, he turn to me and say 'kung' means 'dukung'..naa..yang ni yang susah sikit. He wouldn't let me sit down or do anything else. Spoil boy!

Now, i'm waiting for tomorrow. His first day with his new babysitter. My neighbour, Kak Ani. Nervous.

I hope everything gonna be good 2mrw.

'Breach of Contract'

Hari ni hari Rabu sudah lorr.. another one day to go. Macam countdown pula kan.):
Day at office was a bit quite since most of my colleagues went to attend the Kursus Kepenggunan at PJB Dewan Besar.
Lucky me because i'm not involve and i don't have to cancel my Hospitality Law class today. Banyak la topik mau cover, kalau postpone kelas lagi mesti tidak habis syllabus.

Well, what's with the title 'Breach of contract'?
Ngengenge..Nancy ko tau ni kan..Boleh jadi peguam sudah ni lepas habis semester. Hospitality Law yang di sini agak detail. Nda macam yang kita ajar di ACIC dulu. Terpaksa sia belajar dan fahami betul tu nota..tapi i like it konon..enjoy ajar tu budak-budak (Semester 6).

After office hour, my housemate ajak shopping..hohoohoo..itu yang ter 'breach of contract' tu. Kontrak dengan diri sendiri. Langgar peraturan. Bilang tidak mau beli kalau tiada dalam senarai akhirnya sia beli juga..uwauwauwaa..okay la, ini la kali terakhir dlm bulan ni. Bulan depan lain cerita lg la..hehhe..
What did i bought? this time i bought one thing for me..Tadaaa!!!
eisehh..tak mo la simpan gambar sini. Sia beli kasut. Cantik..brand tiada di sabah yet. FABIANO RICCO. Price not bad. affordable. biasa ja. i like it because it is very light. colour so sweet, just like my handphone colour..light pink.
And tommorrow sia mau pakai first time pigi karaja..hehehe..macam nda sabar mau pakai.
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hmmm..

I called YongYong just now. He is in his good mood i guess.

He kept repeated these on the phone 'mama papa, mama papa, mama papa, papa mama, papa mama. (at the same time his finger pointing at our wedding picture on the wall).
Other words he usually pronounce when talking to me on the phone are:
1. Nenen (means his milk bottle),
2. bang (means kapal terbang),
3. yam (means ayam),
4. nek (means naik and nenek),
5. men (means main playstation with her daddy)
6.'kan' means ikan..
At the moment, i just cant wait to hug and give him kisses. Lots of kisses!

How about my Tuesday?

Life today is just so-so but still grateful for everything i gone through. Itu mesti la kan..
Since i have no lecture the whole day, i took the opportunity to prepare class attendance sheets, preparing questions for assignment and etc..routine in every beginning of semester..A lecture's life!
No regret, its my choice to be here: or to be true 'its my choice to be a lecturer.

In the evening, at first i don't have any plan to go out but then suddenly my bro called ask for some financial help. So, i went to one of the Shopping Complex where cash deposit machine is still opened till midnight i guess. Done at the cash deposit machine. So, where do you think i'm heading?
Shopping Complex!!!
Oh no, it was really not a good idea because i promised to cut my shopping expenses especially on unplanned things..tapi itu kaki sia kan menghala juga ke sana ba..hishh.
But hey..i was VERY good today because i didn't buy anything for myself. I shopped for YongYong needs..lucky Yong2 kan. I bought him a new Baby Kiko sweater, two new milk bottles (Baby Kiko brand oso), a big packet of formula milk and also a big bag of Drypers Drypantz..i found that pants type of diapers are easier to handle especially when My YongYong refuses to lay down to wear his diapers.
Hmm..let me think back..wuaa.. I just bought three milk bottles last month and sweater lama dia pun masih ada dan masih boleh pakai..Aiyoo...nda pa la..well, Lucky you My YongYong..every month you will get a new milk bottles of different shapes..hehee..
tia tau kenapa, saya suka beli botol susu yang bermacam-macam bentuk. I always adore the pink colour but..err..tak kan sia mau bagi YongYong pink pula kan..hello mummy, i'm a boy okay!-mungkin YongYong akan cakap begitu kalau sia beli colour pink kan..hahha!Mummy wouldn't do that my boy!
Oh yeah..just now, i called the RHB Bank customer service centre to report about my credit card..huhuu..kena blok ba sia punya online transaction, trus nda dapat beli tiket ni..geram betul,ermm..salah sy juga sbb lupa-lupa ingat tu password sia. The person who picked up my call was a guy. Funny sebab mula-mula cakap slang semenanjung tapi mungkin dia nampak details sia orang Sabah, trus slang dia berubah jadi bunyi Sabahan. At first i ignore and i mantain my slang semenanjung juga, tapi lama-lama makin dia cakap Sabahan. So, sia tanya la dia orang sabah ka apa. Iya dia cakap. Trus berbual sekejap ni, siap tanya2 Sabah mana lagi..hahha..maksudnya orang tu nda sombong la kan. Jumpa Sabahan, cakap Sabahan.Walau pun di telefon ja. Hidup Sabahan!!Peace no war!! eisehh..tiba2 pula ni..
Okay, enough for today update..mau sambung belajar law lagi ni. Bisuk ada kelas, subjek law nda buli tipu2 @ kelentong sama budak2..nanti kena saman sia bg info salah..
oraiitt..caw cincau!!!
till then.

My Monday

Its Monday.

Its the third day of Mourning Week for all Johorian after the death of Sultan Johor.

I was still a bit worried since i'm not Johorian and i'm not sure if i must dress the proper attire for mourning or not.The government had early announced that for seven days, Johorian must wear white shawl for female Muslims, and white-stripped Songkok for male. While for non-Muslim, they must wear a piece of black cloth on their arm.

Well, today to office i wore my brown baju kurung. No black-piece of cloth at my hand. Arrived at office, i can see most Muslims colleague were wearing white shawl/tudung. While, male staff put on their white- striped Songkok. One of my colleague said he cut his white unused shirt to make the white stripe on his Songkok..(haha..dia bilang yang baju kursus BTN yang memang nda buli pakai sudah sebab budak sekolah saja pakai).

Have you ever heard if you are not following the mourning dress code,authority will punish you? It happens here in Johor. Colleagues mentioned many of their friends already kena saman while their on the way to office for not following the dress-code. My only Indian's colleague remind me to follow because her friend was fined rm70 by the police this morning. Another colleague who is just came back from a shopping complex also told us that she saw a person was fined rm300 for the same offense. Na..daripada kena saman/denda bagus ikut saja kan..Muslim's friend who's not wearing white tudung also changed immediately when our head of department told them to do so. Authorities are also checking people in shopping complexes. So, beware if you are visiting Johor at this moment ya..Its not aim to burden people but its to make people respect the late as their former Sultan.

Hmm..its a new experience for me living in one of the state ruled by a King..good for me.

Oh yeah..forgot to mentioned that today is also pay day for govt servants.hehehee.. I transferred money here and there and..uhhhaa....and guess how much $$$$$ left in my account? errr..boleh la..no planning for shopping this time around. Mau berjimat kononnya..i tell my housemate 'kalau satu baju, boleh lagi la'..hahhaa, woman! I must disciplined myself lorr..(*^^).

This evening, me and housemate were so lazy to cook. So, we had our dinner at restaurant nearby our house.(teda kereta jadi x ble g jauh2..~~~~)

Above: Restoran Masakan Tomyam
Below: we chose to sit at the open air where cars passing by every now and then. Sambil makan sambil sedut asap kereta..hahha..

Below: my housemate sipping her Teh Tarik..(picture published with her permission)

I ate Tomyam Bihun..just so-so. Taste spicy. Untill now i still can feel the 'spicy' in my stomach..panas perut ni, confirm esok pagi cirit-birit!

My housemate had this Mee Bandung. she claimed it is too spicy..i tried it, memang spicy but yummy.

Well, that's my Monday all about. No Monday blues lorr..its only in our mind set. Kalau fikir Monday Blues, maka 'blue' la Monday anda..

(Eh hehey..i can't wait for Thursday woo!!)

till then!

3 in 1

Hi people! i'm a bit crazy this time around. Sense of blogging come. Too many things occupying my mind but its hard to interpret it in a writing form.

hmm..maybe because i'm alone at home. So mind is working fast and furios, hahaha! thinking what to do to kill time.

Right now, I'm still wearing jeans and blouse; facing my laptop -blogging, facebook-ing, reading and preparing short notes for Hospitality Law for next week class and at the same time watching tv too..like a crazy woman o kan.

In this picture are my lappy, hospitality law notes and television switched on. Eh, why i'm not in a? of course la, who's taking picture if not me?..hehhe..is it a sign of boredom? taking picture of nothing and publish it in blog. But, who cares right? like many other bloggers, i'm blogging for what i'm doing-orang sabah cakap 'suka hati sia la mau tulis apa '..

Err..i'll not be like this if my son and hubby is around..sob, sob,sob..mau balik!!!!
***INTERLUDE****
(mau nangis dulu 5 minit)

Okay, time is over..tears wiped off. I think its time take my bath now. Its almost 10pm.

p/s: whoever reading this entry, i'm sorry if u totally can't understand my point..rambling of a long distance mum that couldn't express her feeling into words.

Its Saturday. All Johorian mourning starting today after the death of Sultan Johor last nite. R.I.P Sultan...'rakyat Johor diarahkan berkabung 7 hari'.. Err..what i hope actually all government departments 'dicutikan' minggu depan..ehehee..need to find out from my Johorian colleague later on. If yes, i'll change my flight which i already booked on 28th evening to tommorrow..(day dreaming!!(*_^).

Oh yeah, I suppose to do hair treatment at 1.30pm today at one of the hair care centre in Johor Bahru, in which i booked since 2 weeks ago. 15 minutes before the appointment, the centre called me to cancel the appointment because they HAVE to closed within 30 minutes time. I was a bit mad at their sudden decision and reacted not so proper to the girl on line..ya la..da penat2 naik teksi datang sana mau buat hair treatment, tiba2 kena cancel..haiyoo..siapa yang nda bengang kan. At that time, i was only few steps from the hair care centre's door... huh! I told the girl, since i'm almost there, i will come to set a new appointment. So, my new appointment is on 6th March. The front desk lady told me that it is due to the Sultan Johor death. Hopefully there will be no more SULTAN passed away on that day.

Later on, i found out that the shopping complex management have ordered all the premises closed before 2pm..hohoohoo..my plan to go window shopping after my appointment 'dicancelkan' have to be forgotten..huhuuu..wrong timing ha?..so, what i do next? i stepped out from the complex, straight to the bus station, took a bus heading back. And know, here i ended writing this entry for my blog..one thing i glad, i saved a lot of money today.BIG congrates to me!!kalau tidak mesti habis 1-2ratus shopping yang nda dirancang..hahaa..woman!

Things would be very different if..

..you spare a bit of your anger and give me a little respect!

I really wants to keep it by myself but i think its better to share it. Sharing is caring right? ):.

This is the ONLY thing that really mark 2009 in my life. I can say it's the BITTER. Whole of my life i never met a friend who acted so childish and give up friends over a very small matter.

Okay, let me share you this incident about three housemates (A, B and C(me)) went shopping for one week kitchen groceries supply. Previously, they used to happily go shopping together for kitchen supplies.

Early on after work A and B were agreed that they wanted to eat; 'Crabs cooked with Chilli sauce ' for the dinner.

So at the market, they were happily picking their preferred vegetables, fish, fruits and other kitchen needs.

Arrived at one stall selling fresh crabs;

A : C, Look! These crabs are fresh. Should we buy from this stall?

C: Hmmm..okay. The price is also reasonable.(RM10 per kilo). Ini ketam pun masih berat. Masih banyak isi. (i learn this from my father: ketam berat maksudnya masih banyak isi).

B came a minute later and say:

B: Mahal la..(while looking at the price tag and show disagree face).

A with sour face;

A: Ba, kalau kamu mau beli, beli la! ('A' say it with a high and rough voice tone)

After that A leave B and C and the Crab Stall Owner, dumbfounded. What was actually happened?

B and C were left speechless. But to cover the situation, B and C were pretending nothing happened and finally bought 3 crabs from the stall.(one for each of them la).

A never came back to join the rest of the shopping. Later C found out that A bought her own food separately. C still wondering what made A acted such a way and seems so irritated by B. B told C that perhaps A mad at her because she said the crab price was expensive.
C said:

C: What!!???just beacuse of that? But why? so childish!

The incident ruined their day even they pretend normal.

Back at home, cooking time. A never came down to the kitchen with B and C. Even the Crab cooked with Chilli Sauce B and C prepared, A never touched till the dish spoiled (her portion). C's kept reminding A to eat her portion. (c said, nanti kempunan). But the dish was remain untouched.

The stories about A, B and C not ended there..for about a month, A talk less and never joined B and C cooking (let alone dinner together). A only came down to kitchen when B and C already eaten and went into their room. A also never told B or C if she went out like she staying alone in the house! What an attitude as a housemate, right? since then,their days were not as happier as before. Meanwhile for B and C, things go on as usual because there is nothing between them. Still good friends.

Days passed by. There is no improvement in A's attitude. In this situation, C felt that A really pissed of by B and nothing to do with her. However, A seems treating C the same way. C kept trying hard to fix the situation but she failed. A acted the same way. A only talk when B or C talk first.

Then suddenly C realized that she ever posted something on her facebook status about the incident because C regretted and couldn't understand why A acted such way and C 100% sure that because of the post, A behave the same way towards her. C felt guilty but things will never could be fixed out again. Even worse!

Presently, A is no longer staying with B and C. Since B and C seems can get along to each other, they decided to move out from the old house they rented and moved in to new one where they can start a new story as a good friend.

Meanwhile for C, she still keep things in her heart about A's attitude toward her in the passed. She kept in heart that A never told her face to face that she wanted to move out from the house. She only heard it from outsiders. In C's opinion, as a housemate, if someone wanted to move out from the house then she must informed B and C nicely about her intention. At least show your respect to your housemate, right? This is another thing that C regretted about A. Until now.

C having a hard time to find strength to talk to A. Its all about the DISAPOINTMENT C's keep in her heart since then.

So dearest friends,

Please help C's with her DISAPOINTMENT by living your comment after reading..C's will appreciate it so much and hope C's could do something with it.

(Amazingly, i feel much better after i wrote down my DISAPPOINTMENT in my blog).

Love ya and Thank you.

Holla people!

Holla people!

At first happy new year 2010!

did u say i was too late to wish everyone new year? hehee..its only the 10th day of 2010 ba..baru sepuluh hari..tapi sia rasa lama betul sudah sia berada di tahun 2010.

As for me there are things that mark the transition of year 2009 to 2010. There are:

1. I'm still serving Johor Bahru Polytechnic. That's clearly explain my application for transfer to Kota Kinabalu Polytechnic was failed..keeping the faith for this semester. God's willing.

2. Me and housemate moved to a new house on 3rd January. leaving all the bitter memory at the old house..i'll keep what it was about..

3. Being alone again. Without my beloved Yong2. Telephone bill increased (RM10-2 days!) I should change to postpaid this year.

4. I started the year 2010 with tears..siapa yang nda sedih kalau berpisah dengan family kan. Still remember on 2nd January i fly back to Johor, sia duduk ja di dalam kapal terbang sia nangis sudah sampai la di rumah..and that leads me to fever and flu the whole week. Its a terrible HOMESICK experience. I took no medicine to cure it.Only plain water and now i'm better.


That's my early year 2010 all about. Not so encouraging right? But life goes on.

Down

Its been two weeks already Yong2 is here with me.

Now, i understand more of him and i can surely say HE is a little bit spoiled. slightly stubborn too.

I sometimes can't resist to raise my voice when he does something wrong and worse i even can't resist to 'rotan' his little feet when he really refuses to listen to what i say..uhuuhuu..jahat ka sia?..

Well, i just don't want him to be too manja. What makes me always giving up when i'm about to raise my voice, rotan or pinch him is he will make face that make me straight away carry and hug HIM. Trus nda jadi marah. Kalau jadi pun, sia akan menyesal.

Every afternoon when i come back from work, he will wait for me at the gate of our rented house..nah..siok betul sia rasa..buka ja pagar, dia terus minta dukung and peluk sia erat2 macam yang dia rindu betul sama sia..tapi, lepas tu dia tidak mau minta lepas. My mum said, 'baru dia mau merasa dan nampak ko hari2 ba tu'..hmm..betul juga.

Tapi sampai sia nda buli masak, mau mandi pun dia mo ikut, mau pee pun mau juga dia ikut...

I can say that i've been happy for this two weeks but right now..

I'm down.

I miss my hubby so much...argghh..

It strikes me when i was listening to some Dusun love songs. Tiba2 ja sia rasa rindu betul sama hubby..oh gosh!! sedih sia!!

Yong2 is here but i'm still incomplete without my other half..sampai sia TERnangis di ofis.

Oh God, give me strength..

Breaking The Frozen Ice

Good Day to all blogger's friend.(or bloggers' friend? lupa la mana satu betul. correct me if i'm wrong ya).

What a title, right? Hehhee..

I've been missing from the blogworld for ages ..huhuu..tidak juga sibuk tapi malas nak tulis apa2..poor blog of me.......

Last saturday i attended Nc's weeding reception. Happy to see her finally settled down and join the club. Welcome to the club Nc! and hope your marriage will be blessed forever. I was unable to take pictures because my video cam is still at the shop for repairing...sedih juga. lambat betul siap repair.

At the reception, i met Nadia a.k.a NadKris, whom before i only know and chat through FB and blog..Nad, memang serupa dengan yg di gambar sama yang sebenar..Hahahaha..memang la ba kan..Nice and happy to see her and Kris.

Nad:Will pray for you both so that your planning for your next year wedding going smoothly.

Just a big update i guess, from now till 23rd december, Yong2 is here with in JB..Happy but sad..Sian daddy dia. Time d airport semalam, macam mo menangis daddy dia sebab kali ni giliran dia pula berjauhan dengan Yong2. Darling dear, that's the feeling i felt before. Don't worry, i'll take good care of our little prince.

So, that means for a moment i'll be functioning as a mum, fully.

Lazying at home at weekend

I went to bed late last nite, woke up early this morning, play farmville till lunch time, start 'zzzzzzz' at around 12noon and woke up at 4.20pm..

I skipped church today..have no mood to go out from home. I spent my day playing games..not really a quality time during weekend but i'm just lazy to spend time outside..For some, may say 'boringnya hidup dia ni' but i prefer it that way..at least i'm not exposed to the various pollutions (air, wrong-doing of couple, etc.) outside.

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O yea..talking about wrong-doing of couples in public, i remembered an incident at a restaurant nearby our housing area. It was last month during the fasting month. Three friends and i were waiting for our meal being served and sat right next to our table was a muslim couple. We couldn't really sure if they are just married (but clearly seen no INAI at their hands), just declared as a lovey dovey couple or what but we were extremely irritated by their drama..

Hishh..tell you pals, mo muntah kami tingu 'drama' dorang ba..bergesel sini bergesel sana..renungan si perempuan terhadap si lelaki, renungan si lelaki terhadap si perempuan..tangan si lelaki ampai sana, tangan si perempuan ampai sini.. Yakss!!

We obviously and clearly said things that we hope they will heard such as 'eeee..teda tempat lain ka mo buat begitu', 'bikin malu la', 'Ipah (one of my friend), jangan ko buat begitu aaa sama bf ko, bikin malu', 'eeeii..sudah la tu, mo muntah kami tingu'..

You guys know what..they just make don't know ja..as if we weren't talking 'bout them..Sungguh x senonoh dan tak tau malu. Time puasa lagi tu..Hahaha..kami pun penyibuk ni, mau tingu juga apa dorang buat. The waiters at the restaurant just ignored them. Benda2 mcm ni bukan apa, we take it as a LESSON aka pengajaran aka pedoman..

Hehe..cerita selingan.

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Tommorrow is Monday and i'm going to be busy again, i guess..so its better tonight i go to bed early. I still uploading 3D2N camping pictures. Internet is slow currently makes me no mood to upload it.

Till then, Good Night to everyone. Have a good rest and God Bless U.

Back to the civilized world!

Huahuahua..i'm back to the civilized world! Back to office yesterday. Not so busy but still there are things need to be done.

Stories from the trip to Endau Rompin Park? Lots to share but its better to let the pictures talk, right? I'll upload all the pictures in my fb this evening.

Time mo balik sudah. Ni dekat main entrance sebelum turun ke jeti.

Kitorang kena naik bot penambang untuk pergi ke campsite. Dari tepi sungai boleh nampak tahi gajah besar2..pun nda sempat ambil gambar.

bekas digigit 'pacat' di lengan sia. Ada lagi satu bawah bontot. silaka punya 'pacat'. Sia nda sedar pun bila dia naik kaki sia.

Nasib nda masuk mana2 lubang yang ada, Hahaha!

Kira mo ambil gambar time pacat tu sedang menggemukkan diri dengan darah sia, tapi nda sempat.

Sa nampak ja, trus rasa geram dan geli, laju ja tangan pigi buka. Ni belum kira yang baru sempat melekat ni, hisshh..memang banyak la.

gambar bawah ni pla, kaki student sedang 'bleeding' lepas pacat dibuka, Dorang biar ja.

Ada pla yang biar ja pacat tu hisap darah dorang.. hissh nda mau la sa. Kena gigit pacat ni tak sakit pun.

Yang sia nda suka, bila pacat tu da kena tarik, darah tak berhenti keluar. Mula2 sia nda tau..pas tu sa rasa macam basah2 seluar sia, rupa2nya bekas pacat gigit tu masih bleeding, trus macam kebocoran time period pula.

Gambar bawah pula, salah seorang penduduk kampung orang asli di Kg. Peta yang kami lalu sebelum sampai ke jeti. Cerita-cerita dengan dia, dapat tau pla bapa dia ni orang Sabah. Ceh, sia pun macam terkejut juga la, ada juga keturunan Sabah orang asli.

Kesimpulannya, memang siok la juga trip ni. Next trip pada 30hb-1 Nov ni ialah ke Pantai Cherating Pahang. But this one not camping, tinggal dekat chalet..hehee..means no pacat la this time.

Trip balik Sabah belum dapat rancang lagi. sedihnya,.ada ja aktiviti. Tapi nda pa, kasi buli ja ni!

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