Thursday, December 10, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
What a title, right? Hehhee..
I've been missing from the blogworld for ages ..huhuu..tidak juga sibuk tapi malas nak tulis apa2..poor blog of me.......
Last saturday i attended Nc's weeding reception. Happy to see her finally settled down and join the club. Welcome to the club Nc! and hope your marriage will be blessed forever. I was unable to take pictures because my video cam is still at the shop for repairing...sedih juga. lambat betul siap repair.
At the reception, i met Nadia a.k.a NadKris, whom before i only know and chat through FB and blog..Nad, memang serupa dengan yg di gambar sama yang sebenar..Hahahaha..memang la ba kan..Nice and happy to see her and Kris.
Nad:Will pray for you both so that your planning for your next year wedding going smoothly.
Just a big update i guess, from now till 23rd december, Yong2 is here with in JB..Happy but sad..Sian daddy dia. Time d airport semalam, macam mo menangis daddy dia sebab kali ni giliran dia pula berjauhan dengan Yong2. Darling dear, that's the feeling i felt before. Don't worry, i'll take good care of our little prince.
So, that means for a moment i'll be functioning as a mum, fully.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I skipped church today..have no mood to go out from home. I spent my day playing games..not really a quality time during weekend but i'm just lazy to spend time outside..For some, may say 'boringnya hidup dia ni' but i prefer it that way..at least i'm not exposed to the various pollutions (air, wrong-doing of couple, etc.) outside.
Tommorrow is Monday and i'm going to be busy again, i guess..so its better tonight i go to bed early. I still uploading 3D2N camping pictures. Internet is slow currently makes me no mood to upload it.
Till then, Good Night to everyone. Have a good rest and God Bless U.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Stories from the trip to Endau Rompin Park? Lots to share but its better to let the pictures talk, right? I'll upload all the pictures in my fb this evening.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Logik juga la kan sia susah hati..Tapi sia tau HE is walking with me.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Tapi itu pun nda habis makan..
Monday, September 14, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Touched down at Kota Kinabalu today from Johor Bahru at 9.33am..
I feel like wanna hug my hubby when i saw him waiting for me right in front of the arrival hall this morning..hahhaa..
Just a frank confession from me, i don't know why if other wives feel the same way with me or not..but i do feel excited to see my hubby everytime i go home..it's the same feeling i felt everytime we met when we were dating..ahaks!..terbongkar rahsia sia kan..
As for my beloved Yong Yong..he excitedly smile at me when i arrived home..trus dia minta dukung sa..oohh..terharunya sia dia buat gitu..then, i straight away show him what have i bought for him, a new pair of shoes, a set of coloring book and also pants and shirts..and he also eagerly helped me to bongkar my luggage and took out all the things i packed inside..hahhaa..sweet Yong Yong..tidak sah kalau dia nda dapat tingu semua barang2 dalam beg..i just let him be because he will usually put all the things back at the place where he took it. Good manner for a small kid like him.
Agenda this evening is dinner with my family: hubby, dad and mom, sisters and brothers..Yumyum..
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Hehehe..because i have done some a must-to-do updates in my FRP (Fail rekod Pensyarah)..
Friday, August 21, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
At this moment me and 11 others in the Hospitality department, representing our dept for PJB Netball Inter Department Competition. Can't wait to back in action!!hehehhe..
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I could say it is a PERMISSION or GREEN LIGHT from the DIRECTOR of Johor Bahru Polytechnic aka PJB.
YES. Me and a friend met up with PJB Director this morning, personally to discuss about status of our application of airticket from Johor Bahru to Kota Kinabalu this coming December..For your kind information, any government servant who has been working for 9 months and above is entitled to apply for free airticket to going back to his/her hometown (sabah/sarawak to semenanjung only and vice versa )..one more good thing being a government servant.!
We, however besides ticket, have also mentioned our intention and hope to be transfered to Kota Kinabalu Polytechnic. The director has shown his concern and his point that he will support our application really made us both relieved..Having the guarrante from our BIG DADDY is the greatest achievement so far in our effort to going back to Sabah. He even advice us to submit our application best after Hari Raya since currently the ministry of higher education is still busy relocating those staff who have been promoted to a new position.. The CHANCE is there, the SUPPORT is also there, only TIME is yet to come..
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Anyway, this is our picture taken while waiting for our luggages, on our arrival at Bayan Lepas Airport, Penang. Tidak sabar mo pigi induksi kunu..Ni geng2 Politeknik Johor Bahru aka PJB.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
This is a big bottle of 'tumpung' i saw this morning when we went to have breakfast at Rosni Cafe nearby PJB..Hehehe..yang hairannya kenapa 'tumpung' tu diletakkan dekat situ (dekat car park)..
The picture above: Restoran JR (Mee Rebus Hj. Wahid) where we had our lunch today. What do you think when i say mee rebus? Mesti yang ada sup kan? Dekat sini, mee rebus rupanya ialah seperti gambar dekat bawah:
Mee yang direbus dan kuahnya diperbuat daripada kentang dan ubi manis yang dikisar atau dilenyek. Lepas tu dijadikan sebagai kuah mee yang direbus tadi. Lain2 bahan, telur rebus dihiris, ada udang juga dan boleh campur hirisan daging ayam..Selalu orang masak untuk pekatkan kuah, guna kanji. Yang ni pakai ubi manis dan kentang..ok juga macam healthy ja. Rasa mee rebus ni ok la juga. Sedap tapi cepat jemu bila makan.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Of course you can not bring the whole piece of it la. They said senang saja..ambil ulas durian tu and masuk dalam kontena, seal kontena tu rapat2 and ketat2..kalau buli bungkus la berapa lapik ko mau..pas tu jangan bawa masuk dalam kapal tu, masuk kan dalam kargo...however, i'm not dare enough to try..hehehhe..
Alright, thats all for now. I better focus on my preparation for tomorrow class. I kept postponding it since yesterday..besa ni buat last minute preparation macam juga time study dulu. Jam 8am lg tu..
Ooopsss!! lari tajuk ka saya ni..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
'Mama tu bercakap. Panggil mama, mama, mama'
My usual script when i call him:
Apa khabar? Baru bangun? Sudah makan?
Apa Yong2 makan hari ni?
Kenapa Yong2 batuk? (if he is coughing while i'm talking).
Papa di mana? Kerja?
Cakap la Yong2! Mama ni. Tidak rindu mama ka?
Eee..Yong2 ni jahat la sama mama. Tidak mau cakap. Nanti mama tidak mau sayang Yong2 tau. (I hope he didn't take heart of this one).
Mama ada beli baju baru untuk Yong2 tau. Cantik tau! Nanti mama bawa balik aa...
I usually keep talking as long as i have chance untill he refuse to listen anymore.
but today my son still kept quite. No response. Perhaps he is recognizing my voice. My MIL told me he looked at the phone and concentrate on the voice coming out from it (the loudspeaker turned on).
Again, my MIL said, 'cakap la Yong2. Panggil 'mama'. Pandai sudah kan panggil 'mama' macam Yong2 panggil 'papa'. Kesian mama!'
The 'kesian mama' sentence suddenly made me hurt and down again..Tears rolling down again..no matter how strong i tell myself 'DON"T CRY, DON"T CRY'.
Not long after that my MIL told again, 'nah dia tolak sdh ini telefon'.
Thats mean he didn't want to listen anymore. At that time, i already sobbing but need to control since i have a short conversation with MIL. Just informed her i can not go home this month beacause i need to attend the 'Kursus Induksi' in Penang for about 2 weeks.
Then, the phone call ended.
I am STRONG actually but i just can't control this one. Only this one. That is anything about child.
But yeahh..if i dun take care of myself and let myself drowning into this matter..me will be in a big trouble. Relieved to know that there many people full of loves and ready to comfort me, support me and be my good advisor when i'm down.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL. AMEN
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I went to the PJB Dewan Besar, just wanted to have a peek on whats going on there. The Closing Ceremony of the new students Orientation Week.
While for me, there were a lot of things going on my mind along the way. One of the question was: will i survive?..this question came up considering that i never been separated from my family.
I went back to kampung almost every weekend since i can't stand being away from family too long. My expenses going up but i didn't care as long as i can meet my family.
It was my routine for months till my brother who was sponsoring me before i got my loan complaining about my expenses..but eventually i managed to get used to the new life.
Well, whatever it is, i wish THEM good luck.
Academic Advisor meeting held at 8.00am.
This semester, all lecturers are given 1 class to be taken care (macam jadi guru kelas la). I'm given DUP 1B (Diploma Pengurusan Pelancongan, Kelas 1B). Most of them are fresh from Secondary school.
No wonder, when i stepped in to the class and say
"Good morning class"
to my surprised they stood up and replied
"Selamat Pagi Cikgu"!
I was..oh, oh, tak perlu berdiri, ini bukan sekolah menengah lagi.
My words made the whole class laughed. Hahahaa...saya pun ikut ketawa juga. Perhaps my reactioned towards their actioned made them feel warm and informal. I love their expressions. Looking at me in front of the class like i'm their sister.
So i went bla..bla..bla..telling and explaining this and that..almost half and hour..and done. As an Academic Advisor i do need to meet them once or twice a month to keep abreast with their progress. BIG responsibility huh..tapi takpe. i take the challenge. Caiyo caiyo to me!
Last monday, received a letter to go for 'induksi' (it is a course that must be attended by all new government servants). I'm excited since the venue is in Pulau Pinang, Tanjung bungah Hotel.
Will stay there from 19 July till 30 July. Yeaaaa!! All expenses are taken care. Food & accommodation. While for transportation..boleh claim. So, we decided to take flight instead of ground transportation considering the time to reach the destination is quite long. Expecting more outstations this semester.
Thats all for now.
BTW, sorry because this entry is a little bit messy. As messy as my mind right now..
Happy Weekend everyone. God Bless You.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
So, i guess there is no time for me to daydreaming this few days. Every now and then, its better to be occupied with office tasks then do nothing or else my mind will fly back to Sabah and start to feel down again.
That's for now. Cheers everyone and happy working!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
mengalir tanpa ada rasa segan
si ibu yang kepiluan
Langkah kakinya lemah lagi
bersama esak tangis yang kedengaran
tidak menoleh ke belakang lagi
hanya meninggalkan kesan dihati
yang tak akan terlupakan
Si kecil hanya memandang
tidak mengerti siapa yang datang
siapa yang pergi
Si kecil hanya tahu
dia dibelai, dia disayangi
kerana itu KEPILUAN datang lagi
mengasak asak minda
Si ibu tidak tahu
Si ibu tidak pasti
kenalkah si kecil
siapa yang datang?
siapa yang pergi?
Dan si kecil tahukah?
si ibu sebak
There i go again.. its been a long time i have not written any poem since i left university.
This morning, the phrase 'Setiap Kali' suddenly popped out from my mind and i just took 1 minutes to write it. The poem is written with tears of sadness falling from my eyes. Silently.
Sometimes and every time its better to voice out feeling this way. It is brief and understandable. No need to worry about sentence structure errors. Its all about the beauty of literature world. You can write freely without worrying where you should put your verb, noun, predicate and so forth.
The poem is in fact reflecting my feeling towards my son recently. I noticed that when i was home last week he seems to be more interested to get closer to his grandma than me. I don't know. I don't sure either. Everytime he cries, he will run to his grandma. I envy that. I am his mother,why he doesn't want me to comfort him? He also does't want to 'hug hug' me like last time i was home.
I talked to my hubby about it and again, the same answer i get. 'Its just your feeling. No matter what, you are his mom. He is our son. It is just that all this while mom taking care of him. Nothing to worry.'
I know that. Clearly. He is right but still deep in my heart ' i can't accept it for now'.
Why last time when i was home, he was fine? Why this time different?
Oh, son! Just if you know what mummy feels!
Next time i back home, i'll make sure i'm not staying at my MIL house. I want my son aware of my presence only and wants only ME. Its sounds weird and cruel but have to do it. I don't want my son to see people that he used to see everyday when i'm around. I want him to see only ME. i have gone crazy i think..
Friday, June 26, 2009
Nak pindah pun dapat hadiah. Confirm, kalau sa pindah, dapat juga la..hehehe..
Accompanying her to go around for picture taking
Gud friends last forever..Ena, Liza, Yani, me..
Thats all for the latest news. I have a big hope that early month next year will be my turn to say goodbye to this department.
Anyway, cant wait to fly back to Sabah. TODAY. Yiihaaaaaa!!!!!!
Please fly as fast as you could and bring me back to Sabah ASAP.
Thanks so much,