Words Of The Day

Its really working hours today. And there are two statements of friends that really made my day.

Number 1:

A friend commented on my FB status yesterday:

'You are the most strongest person i ever met! Stay strong.'


I say: Yes, i am glad for it. I never thought i could be this strong. It's not from my own strength. Its from God. I am still doing hard to stay strong and that is with God's mercy. Glad that someone realize that value in me. ;)

Number 2:

I am one of the 'Pegawai Peperiksaan Jabatan'. So, a statement in our meeting just now:

'Kali ni, kita bersedialah untuk 'sibuk sedikit' sebab kita akan buat dari A-Z. Pegawai2 di unit peperiksaan akan buat 'razor' sahaja.'

I say: Ya, 'Sibuk sikit saja'. With a BIG smile in our face leaving the 'Bilik Khas'. That means, in the time ahead i (we) will work like a machine but hey will try to take a break with KITKAT!. Hehhe..


Nice day people!

Cerita Pendek : Kelibat @ Bayang2

Disclaimer:
Sebelum meneruskan pembacaan kamurang, suka sia mengingatkan cerita ini ada unsur2 seram dan lucu (bagi sia la, kalau pembaca nda rasa begitu, bukan tanggungjawab sia ok)..(*_^).

Sebentar tadi dalam lebih kurang jam 9.45 malam, sia sedang menidurkan ultraman kecil sia dalam bilik. Pintu bilik sengaja tidak sia tutup rapat. Bukan apa sebab bagi peluang tu lampu di luar bilik masuk siiiikit bilik pada masa si ultraman kicil mau tidur. Kalau lampu di bilik kena pasang, alamat nda tidur la si ultraman itu.

Mau dijadikan cerita, housemate sia pula teda. Dia pigi balik sana rumah kakak dia di Skudai. Jadi hanya sia dan si ultraman kecil saja di rumah..Nda juga sa takut ba sebab memang selalu dia balik sana dan memang selalu sia sama ultraman ja di rumah. Buat masa ni, ultraman sia belum pandai guna kuasa dia untuk bertukar jadi Ultraman Cosmos. Jadi sia nda buli minta tulung la kalau ada apa2. Eh, banyak pula bunga2 bahasa ini. hehehe..

Balik kepada jam lebih kurang jam 9.45 tadi. Ketika berbaring-baring sambil nyanyi lagu 'ibu, engkaulah ratu hatiku' atas permintaan ultraman, rasa-rasanya macam ada bayang2 sesuatu yang saya nampak bergerak dengan pantas di luar pintu bilik. Terus sa berhenti menyanyi dan mata sia pula nda mau lari tau dari melihat ke arah pintu tu. teda juga la bulu2 berdiri sebab sia ni kira berani juga la.hehe..

Dalam hati bertanya,

apakah itu?
Siapa yang datang nda bagi salam? Masa melawat pun sudah habis ni.
Bukan sudah sia kunci semua pintu ka itu?
Kenapa pula ada orang buli masuk kalau sudah kunci?
Adehh..apa la itu?'

Lalu sia segera bangun dan melihat apa yang mau main2 kasi takut2 sia tu.
Punya la sia terkejut apa yang sia nampak.

TIKUS GUMUK! panjang ekor lg tu.

Trus sia cakap:

Aikk..beraninya ko masuk rumah? Macam mana ko buli masuk a? Eeeeii..geramnya, gumuk lagi ko itu!

Tikus gumuk tu pun terkejut kali nampak sia. trus dia turun cepat2. Nda pandai lumpat lg tu. Mau juga ikut tu tangga satu2 turun pigi bawah. tergulik2 di tangga. Sia yang geram tadi trus terketawa. Hahha.. buduh juga ko ini sia cakap dalam hati. Kasian bogia kalau sia cakap kuat, nanti tikus gumuk tu malu. Haha!

Baru sia mau turun tangga mau bubut tu si gumuk, si ultraman pula bangun mau ikut juga pigi bawah. Sa nampak sudah tu tikus gumuk sembunyi sana belakang tv yang ada wayar2. aduihh.. macam mana mau halau si gumuk ni aa. Sia rasa geli pula.

Trus sa nampak itu penyapu. Apa lagi, sia pigi ambil penyapu tu dan pigi cucuk2 sana wayar2 belakang tv. Trus si gumuk lumpat keluar lari pigi bawah almari kasut.

Si ultraman terkejut trus dia nangis.takkuutt..dia bilang.
Hisshh, apa pula ni ultraman ni penakut. Ingat mo suruh fire tadi tu tikus gumuk. Tapi sia pun trus lumpat naik kerusi ba bila tu tikus keluar. Takut tikus tu lari pigi kaki sia pula...eeeiii..geli.

Adeeihh..geram sa oo.Sia sudah buka pintu awal2 supaya si gumuk tu keluar ikut pintu. ini tidak mau juga main sembunyi2 sama sia. Aii, nanti ko tikus gumuk!

Tiba2 Sia nampak ada ridsect dekat tu tangga. Eh, ridsect kan utk nyamuk? peduli la, dalam hati.

Na, apa lagi sia ambil ridesct tu dan sembur bawah almari kasut tu. Mula2 nda mau keluar tu si gumuk, tapi bila sa guyang2 tu almari trus sa nampak kelam kabut dia lari ikut pintu. Nah, paning sudah kali.

Si ultraman yang sedang berdiri atas kerusi trus teriak2:

Ma, cicak! cicak! sambil tunjuk tu tikus.

Hahahaha..Adakah dia cakap tikus tu cicak.

Lepas tu, sia pun cepat2 tutup tu pintu takut tu si gumuk masuk lagi.

Dulu pun ada satu kali juga tikus gumuk masuk rumah. Time tu, pintu utama dan pintu dapur dua2 terbuka. Sedang kami tingu tv, tiba2 ada tikus masuk dari pintu utama dan keluar ikut pintu dapur. hahha..pandai tu tikus cari jalan shorcut pigi sebelah. Nda sempat mau buat apa2 time tu. terkejut kan.

Sebelum naik atas lagi, sia cek dulu lubang mana yg tikus buli masuk. Tertonggeng2 sia mencari. Teda pun lubang ni rumah ni. Mungkin tadi time sa menyapu tikus tu masuk ikut pintu dapur atau tu cermin dekat sinki yang terbuka. Tikus kan pandai memanjat.

Setelah puas hati nda da lagi tikus lain dalam rumah selain tikus gumuk tadi, sia dengan ultraman pun naik la ke bilik. Si ultraman tidur balik, sia pula sedang menaip ini post. hehhe.

Maka dengan itu, berakhir la cerita pendek sia tentang perjuangan sia menghalau si tikus gumuk keluar dari rumah. hehhee..baru 2 minit tadi, si ultraman mengigau 'ma, cicak lari sudah'..dia bilang.

TAMAT.

Getting better

Things are getting better by now.

My day is also getting better.:)

And not to talk much, here i post some pictures during our stay at Nexus Resort & Spa last month:

We stayed here.- 2 connected pool villas.

Mini pool- can be accessed direct from the room


Yong2 with his baju tidur in the pool. x mau tukar baju mandi.

the bed. Yong2 messing it up just in a minute.

First time Yong2 mandi laut. Peluk kaki sia kuat2 sebab takut ombak. Haha!

Many more pictures in my facebook.

(Sekarang rajin update blog di office. Teda masa ba kalau di rumah. :)

Have a nice day!

It reminds me that I am a mother

These few days, i've been a bit grumpy and let my emotion conquer my action.

Yepp..action towards my little ultraman.

He actually got sick last week. I guess because his nanny and her daughter also got sick and the sick aura spell on him too. But i brought him immediately to clinic for medication and now he is doing fine except for slight flu and cough.

Well,
what he did ?
and what i did to him?

Last weekend:
he cried for nothing and that made me so irritated and lost my patience.

I first ask him

'kenapa Yong2 nangis? Bagitau la mama.'

answer: 'Tak nak.'

continue again asking:

'Cakap la Yong2. Sakit perut?' nak Vitagen? Nak Calciyum?

answer: 'Tak nak! Tak nak! (crying louder)

again asking patiently and rubbing his back at the same time:

'Jadi, Yong2 nak apa, cakap la. Mari sini mama sayang. Nak tengok Ultraman Cd?'

answer: 'Tak nak! Tak nak! Tak nak!' (and at the same time rolled down from the cushion making a distance from me, and there he go crying more louder).

Oh, Goodness. How a mum can stand a kid behave like that!?
Without knowing the reason why he's crying and saying only 'Tak nak' really challenge me.

So, there i gone crazy. Without compassion, i came closer to him and

'pap!pap!pap!

'kau ni kenapa a Yong2. Mama geram betul tengok kau menangis macam tu. Mama tanya tak nak bagitau. Berhenti menangis, kalau tidak, mama pukul lg kaki tu.'

Stupid me asking him to stop crying after gave him a very great rewards.

No action other than keep crying. I tell you i gone really crazy. I didn't persuaded him with hope that he learn something from what i did to him. He continued crying for about fifteen minutes and there was no sign of stop crying.

I pitied him. Which mum couldn't, right?

I gently said:
'Sudah la tu Yong2. berhenti nangis. Sini mama sayang.'

Then he got up, walked toward me and hug me as he never want me to let him go.

Oh, dear..how could i hurt this little kid of mine just because of the small matter?

Yesterday's evening when i back home from office around six, he did the same. I really do not have idea why he is crying. I did the same to him like before.

I feel so terrible. I am in a dilemma. this incident always remind me that i am A MOTHER. Yes. A MOTHER. I am sure there are many more to come along the way. and i guess, i am ready.

.A question in mind, why i so emotional these few days.................is it because i am STRESSED OUT?

At office yesterday, we (means us in the office) got to know that one of our colleague already got his letter of transfer to the polytechnic he requested for. Good for him but somehow, it made me regret.

Why mine is still postponed??? Arggghhh...!!

Today, hubby called me he is not doing well. His back pain come again and i'm not there!

Its really challenging me. (:

I FEEL GOOD

Yeepp..i feel so good. Its because every things are in order. For Week 3 teaching and learning process this semester, everything are in accordance with my lesson plan. :) Yippie!

Even though this semester i handle all 5 courses with NO SHARING, there is a good thing about it. I am the boss, i decide all things alone, no need to wait others for any decision regarding teaching and learning process. A bit tired in fact..but hey, will not let my self do the preaching all the times in class right? Sometimes need to hear from students, let my self sit down and listen to them presenting whatever topic given.

And among the days in a week, Wednesday is the day that i'm most occupied.

Started with 2 hours class from 8.00am-10.00.

And the next battle is at 11.15am-12.15am and 1.15am-2.15am. Both are Hospitality Law class. Seems there is no lunch time for Wednesday, right?
Because here, staffs need to drive out from polytechnic to have lunch. I remember my old office ACIC, 1 hour break is more than enough since the office is inside the shopping complex and so convenience to get food at any time.

Oops..first i plan to write a few line only for this entry but ended up with 4 paragraphs. haha!


Okay, got to go now. Mau get ready kelas law pula lepas ni.


Nice day friends.

V.I.P

The two VIP in my life.
Photo taken during our stay at Nexus karambunai Resort & Spa last month. I like this picture so much.:) Hubby and Yong2 look very happy.

..and me, a VIP in their heart too..
Ouww..Why i feel that i look old in this photo?

God is indeed an 'Ultraman'

Still in kampung at my MIL house.

Last night before we went to sleep as usual we prayed. Hubby, Yong2 and me. Me praying loudly while Yong2 is repeating what i'm saying as usual everytime we pray. He put his hands together and pretending closing his eyes and start mumbling.

When come to last sentence of my prayer, i was saying 'God..' suddenly Yong2 say 'Ultraman' and we laughed because of that. Then, i say to him 'Yes Yong2, God is an Ultraman'. He replied 'hmmm..'.

In our everyday life, we breath, we walk, we eat and everything we do is only by the grace of our mighty God. No other than HIM alone. So, maybe in my son's thought, God is an Ultraman who can defeat and always win every battle defeating the evil just like Ultraman did.

I guess, there is no wrong if we thought in the way a kid thinking.
And for me, Yes. He is such an 'ULTRAMAN' to us.

Cuti.

I'll be on-leave for 6 days. So, u may guess what will happen: quiet blog.

Well, i like my holiday this time because i'll be going back to my very humble kampung.I don't say i don't like going back to my MIL home. But there is no better place other than the place where you were born. Even tough my kampung is only supplied with electricity now (water supply is in progress) but i still love it. I have my mum, my dad, cousins, nephew and nieces, the chicken, buffalo, river, kampung food, the mud during raining, the backyard, the sunset and sunrise that has a very nice view from our veranda, the mosquito that always welcoming my hubby (hubby seja kena gigit oleh tu nyamuk, haha.) ,etc, ect....hmmm..just can't wait to reach home tomorrow.

Actually, i going back because its my 2nd younger sister (have two sisters only - the 10th & 11th) engagement this Saturday. At first i'm not be able to attend due to these two words 'keputusan ditangguhkan' but 'peduli la kamurang mau tangguh2 keputusan'. You guys don't even tolerate with me even i had explained why i need to know it ASAP. Bikin sia gerigitan seja!

Meanwhile, i dun want to fill my mind with those problems and pending things. Mau heppi heppi naik burung besi esok.


That's all for today. See ya!

I am flying.. / Award

...without wings! haha!

I finally decided to take leave and fly back to Sabah with My Yong2.
Tomorrow.


In fact, i wanted to wait till the transfer result comes out. But since JPPKK postponed it till an unknown date, i decided to put my mode on 'JUST WAIT' but in fact i did call some officers (because i can't 'JUST WAIT') to ask for my result but the last officer's PA i talked to told me that 'Saya belum menerima arahan untuk memberitahu'. Well, lucky me coz i did not got scolded for asking many times!:)


At office now. Office is very quite. Only few of us left. Everyone takes leave during this mid semester break. Some went to Beijing, some to KL but still some need to go on-duty at Tg Piai Resort in conjunction with the seminar held there. Yesterday, i was being 'proposed' also to on-duty there but i can't go because i already booked flight ticket to Sabah tomorrow.

Orait now, its time to do Nc's award:

Thank you Nancy for the award (walau pun sia kurang sgt berblogging dan blos sia pun lama sdh nda dihias-hias).

(haha..sikijap a, sia pg blog Nc dulu, lupa sudah sia apa mo tulis)

Okay, sia buat yang rule number 3 dulu a. Apa itu a, 7 things you don't know about me and they are:...jengjengjeng..banyak ni tapi kena suruh bagi 7 ja kan..hehhe.

1. Still dun have my own driving license. (oww..malu o, sdh umur 31 tahun masih nda habis2 belajar memandu. Sengaja kasi blur lg ni.)

2. I am a 'Mama Garang'. (Jangan x tau, kalau Yong2 x dengar cakap, rotan tapak tangan wo)

3. Must brush my teeth and wash my foot before going to sleep. If not can not sleep till morning o!

4. Talented at writing poem and novel but i keep it all to myself only. :) segan mo kasi keluar.

5. Its not easy for me to cool down again after i got angry. It take days for me to recover even with my hubby. My bad!

hmm..apa lg a?

6. Oh about hubby, he is not first luv and i never dream of him as my husband. Because he is not my taste duuuuuluuu la..but now, he is my luv. Hahha, of course la sudah jadi hubby kan. And nothing can change my love for him. Eisehh.


Na..satu lg,

7. Its about work, when i done the task that i appointed to and somebody tell me i did not without checking first, huh, it really makes my day ruin. So, working with me, better check first before commenting or else i'll IGNORE that person till time heals me.


Rule number 2:


This award is given to

1. Angeline Mimie Joimol - a very gorgeous mummy

2. Yuz- my new blogger friend

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That's all for now. Going out for lunch with friend now. :)

I visit my blog everyday..

..but unluckily i don't write anything..hehehe!

Wuhaa,its been more than a month again i missing in action from my humbleblog.
It's not that i don't have any stories to share (in fact there are a lot) but i'm just too lazy to do typing; just would like to be frank though. :)

At this moment, my beloved Yong2 is fall in deep sleep. He was exhausted i guess, being tired playing throughout the day.
Tomorrow i'll be doing the TAG from my dear friend Nc. Meanwhile, the picture below is the latest from me and my Yong2.

I'm a happy Mama! :).

Yong2 at Zoo Johor

This is the place where i and Yong2 and two more friends went today.

The 2nd zoo i been after Lok Kawi Wildlife Park in Sabah a year ago.

Nothing is extra special about this zoo except for some animals that i never see alive and they are:

I don't know what kind of animal is this. Just weird but it really shows that it does not happy being there. Poor bird!

Hey, i was so lucky to see this 'arrogant' peacock. Dia kembangkan ekor dia yang cantik bila saja kami sampai di dekat sangkar..lepas tu dia posing2 sikit..so beautiful! i mean just look at its feather! i seen one in Lok Kawi wildlife but never seen it shows its feather like this.

The camels. Its a camera trick. We are not as close as you can see in this picture. Boleh pula Unta hidup di Malaysia kan?

Do you think its a real tiger? Heee..no la, but i does look real. My son Yong2 never dare to come closer even i already showed him i touched it.


These two black orang utan are so adorable. The first one is waiting for us to dropped food for them. So, i have to sacrifice my 'jambu' for him..huhu..but i think visitors are not allowed to feed them. Well, we were just pitying them ba..the 2nd picture is the youngest in the cage, it is begging for more from another guest next to us who also dropped banana for them. Kesian but cute, mcm yg dia mau cakap 'pick me next, i want to out from here!' Yang the first lagi cute tau, lepas dia dapa tangkap makanan yg kami kasi jatuh, dia tepuk tangan and terus tengok atas lg minta makanan.

Below: My son and me

Just look at him..my boy,ignored the camera everytime i wanted to take his picture. He is not really excited to see the animals there, but he is just feel so free, be able to run here and there.



And finally, he gave me face. One for the album! Wish hubby was here but i forgot how to get there when hubby visited us two week ago.

It was a short trip and i guess my son is the happiest. More picts in my facebook.:)

Life is jusssst goood!!

Dear blog,

I couldn't be a determine blogger anymore i guess..its not because i have nothing to write about but, i am too careful about time recently. My precious Yong2 is with me since three months ago and i just could not let the blogging or facebook-ing or net surfing steal the time that i should spend with my precious Yong2 on weekend or whenever i have free time. Since then, i also canceled all outdoors activities just because i want to be with him - my son. Like there is no tomorrow to do that.

This week, i supposed to go traveling to Bukit Gambang Resort City , Pahang with my students to celebrate their success in organizing their last semester project last Thursday. Hubby gave me green light to join since i'll bring my son along but unfortunately, i canceled it because i am not sure of untoward incident along the journey plus i don't want to take the risk. Another trip i canceled is to Gopeng Perak for rafting in which actually i really wanted to go..hmm..maybe next time.

I also canceled my driving class yesterday and i did the same to my facial treatment appointment. So, this weekend i just stayed at home taking care my son and to be more frank, there is no more 'boring' in my life even i'm not going anywhere on weekend.

All i need to be happy is my precious Yong2. He grown up. Very spoil, super active, smart, cheerful, demanding and the list goes on. I guess he is just like other kid. He is a boy some more, so what u expect for a little boy in his age would behave?hmm..if you are a mom, you know it.

He will turn 2 years old this coming 22nd April. Still thinking either ask hubby to come down to JB and celebrate it here or me and Yong2 fly back to Sabah and celebrate it there? It would be nice gathering with all i love back there though. So, i think i'll do a mini celebration here since 22nd falls on weekday and another celebration at home in Sabah. That's it!

My Precious Yong2

Lately..

...i feel annoyed when people say this to me:

'i think, you are getting skinnier'.

i don't know why..hmm..

I also just found out that a friend of mine listed me as 'Evelyn Kering Kontang' in his handphone...kurang asam punya kawan...teda gelaran lain lagi ka dia mau bagi saya.(:

i don't mad but i just feel annoyed and frustrated.

Sleepy Entry :) (with the eyes that barely open)

I feel damn sleepy right now at office..maybe i ate too much just now. but how come? I just had vegetable soup, fried fish and sambal belacan for lunch at a restaurant called HOME..hehhe..far better than spend money outside for food that is not really meet my bud taste.

In fact, i always wanted to have breakfast and lunch at home during weekdays but sometimes work does not permit me to going back home during lunch time.

This week is semester break but i don't going back to Sabah this time around. I'll be on leave on Thursday, Friday and next Monday. Hubby is visiting me and Yong2. Yeaahh!! Can't wait. This is his first time flying and first time coming to Johor ever since i work here. Hope he will be good on plane! hehe..

what to say more aa..(thinking what else to write)

hmm..i'm a bit hesitate to mention that this year i wanna gain weight...(shy, shy,shy..!!) Found that i'm annoyed with some friends telling me that i'm too skinny (sometimes). A new friend i met told me that i should be a bit bigger than my size now looking at my body frames. I don't know why, her word is keep whizzing in my ears..haish..(but i'm not blaming her la). Hubby is also feel that i should gain 2 or 3 kg to be added to my current weight (47kg)...hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

so, what should i do? i eat more than my housemate (her size is just like me) but still no change. Where all the nutrients and vitamins gone? Is there a big worm inside my stomach eating them before all the nutrients and vitamins being absorbed by my body?..huhuu..what a crazy thought!

or is it because i'm a busy woman? working hard at office (ow, really?) and never ending mum's responsibilities at home?..hohoo..it could be the reason too. But i promise to grab any food on my way to make sure my resolution this year accomplished.

Eh, did i mentioned RESOLUTION? As far as my concern, since beginning of this year, i never set anything as my resolution yet, and today suddenly i set ONE..hahahaha..a resolution has been set in the sleepy mode..(can't help but i smileeeee in front of my lappy).

Well, friends, you all need to wish me luck!! (thinking what to cook this evening)

Driving Class: the 1st 2 hours on the road

Yeaheyyy!!!

Finally i continue my driving class after being delayed for few months. Today is my 1st 2 hours driving on the road, started at 10am to 12pm. I supposed to take another 2 hours at 1pm to 3pm but i canceled it last minute. My 'cikgu' told me i will be fined rm5 perhour if i cancel it last minute but after i checked with the lady on duty at their counter, she said its okay. (of course after i gave her a strong reason: wanna take my son to the doctor).

In fact, i wanted to continue but this is weekend and i don't want my son being taken care by his babysitter too long on weekend..tidak sanggup pula saya rasa, kalau boleh hujung minggu biar la saya jaga sepenuh masa. kecuali betul2 terpaksa.

back to the story of my driving class;
hehee..so far not bad. My cikgu (Cikgu Hisham) is not talking much while we were on the road. No friendly talk between us. At 10.15am he gave me the car key and said: nombor 9457 kereta paling hujung, buat 5 perkara. jangan jalan dulu, tunggu cikgu. Macam la saya berani jalan kalau tiada cikgu di sebelah..hahhaa!

With the car key in my hand i walked toward the car and did the 5 steps before he came...eisehh..macam pro driver sdh konon sia time tu padahal berdebar-debar jantungku..haks!
He then said: okay, jalan. masuk gear satu, lepas clutch perlahan-lahan, tekan minyak. imbang..
vroom..vroom..vroomm...
believe or not, I AM ON THE ROAD ALREADY!!! tried to be calm as possible as i could (sebenarnya sedikit excited juga sebab akhirnya boleh belajar memandu di jalan raya), focus on what the cikgu ask me to do; tukar gear tekan clutch, at the junction pasang lampu isyarat membelok (common sense la), bila berhenti di simpang/traffic light bebaskan gear tarik handbreak and bla bla bla...hishh..banyak pula mau diingat tau.. I don't like la, cuba la kereta auto yang diguna utk belajar driving.tidak la penat and lagi senang..nasib la dah belajar sikit2 dengan hubby. tak la terkial-kial sangat.

My 1st big mistake today..enjin mati three times i tell you..hehhee..1st one, while waiting for the light to turn green, i let go the clutch because my kaki penat sangat..sorry cikgu!!!(*^).
2nd and 3rd, clutch and minyak tak seimbang..nasib cikgu tak marah sebab yang lain2 teknikal okay dia bilang.
I drove two rounds at the Route A (Pasir Gudang Complex) and once at Route B (Pasir Gudang Circuit)..i'm still not satisfied with my performance. But like one of the staff (not my cikgu-he didn't say anything nice to me) after tell me, this is only your first session, be good in next time. thank you though!

So, in my part i think i need to recap especially what need to be done at the junction and traffic lights. Macam saya kena buat nota o ni..hahaa..u guys don't laugh at me a..just wish me luck and supoort me supaya berjaya sampai dapat lesen nanti...i kan baru belajar.:) :)

So, that's all about my first two hours driving class on the road. the Next session, i haven't booked yet. But planning to continue next saturday.

Now i can breath normally

The last 4 days recently really put me in a tense situation. YongYong was not feeling well for the past 4 days since we back from Sabah.

First he vomited due to his tonsils swollen, followed by high fever and after recover from number 1 & 2, come the bad rashes at his nappy area. Still in medication. In the process of recovering.

I tell you, when your little one not feeling well, they will turn very- very -very demanding. All they want is your 100% attention! I was so stress when i can't stop him crying due to the pain he feel. What double my tense was because i'm the only one with him here in JB. I tell you again, its not easy taking care a sick child alone especially when that is your first time experience. Saya boleh jadi over stress ooo..

But like i keep telling myself, THIS IS A MUM'S LIFE SHOULD BE. If last Sunday i decided to leave him with his grandma back in Sabah, and let them handle my son while he was sick, maybe until now i don't feel as good as now.

What most important is, I feel i'm stronger now after been through the 4 tense days alone.(with less help also from my housemate, but no question because she is not married and she has his own business. Nevertheless, thank you so much to her for sending and accompanying us to clinic!)

Now, i can breath normally and have my ease of mind. Even not totally but at least i can say it is in 95% level. Praised to the Almighty God!

Take FIVE

Taking break from workload at my desk.

Still in the office. haven't take my lunch due to waiting for my friend/housemate to finish her class. Could be a late lunch..hmm..nasib tak lapar.

After a week holiday plus an emergency leave yesterday, i finally come back to work today..great things waiting for me on my desk..a pile of work..hehe..its a great thing because at least i know that i come to office to work not net surfing...hahaha..

Well...there a lot of occurrancess in my life for the past one week. But i can't update my blog immediately due to lack of FREE time. What most important is i had a great time with family back home throughout my holiday especially in celebrating my 4th brother's wedding on 19th and 22nd last February. Will post some of great pictures of the wedding soon.

There is also some news of my beloved YongYong too. Will also post about it. Till then. Cheers!

Happy Wednesday

Good morning people!

Hardly believe its already Wednesday. After a loooongg weekend i feel so lazy to come back to work..argghh.

But, life is always must goes on. Need to work. If not nobody will give you money at the end of month. Did i mentioned MONEY?..hehhe..yes. nobody can live without it.You and Me want it. Well then, can we say MONEY is a need nowadays?(~~^~~)
Ooops..tiba-tiba ja mengarut pagi-pagi ni..
hmm..i better back to my work before i carried away by so many nonsense things in my mind right now.
Work!Work!Work!

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Hubby or Kids?

hmm..
In the office right now.
This question comes to my mind all of a sudden. Since back from lunch it is keep playing around my mind till i can't concentrate doing my work.;)
Well, a friend of mine asked me during lunch time whether i going back this coming CNY or not.
i said 'no, because my YongYong is here with me.
He then, asked 'Your hubby?'
i replied 'alaa..hubby biar la, yang penting YongYong di sini sama saya'.
Then he replied me 'ooo..no wonder la'. I guess he understand that for me child comes first.

This question is for those who married and have kid(s).
In any situation: who would comes first? Your Child (ren) or your hubby?

In my situation i found that i put my YongYong at the first place in my life then followed by hubby. There are many reasons and one of it is because YongYong is my only beloved son (at the moment). Its hard to elaborate more. A child hold a very special place in a mum's heart and mind. Nothing can compare.

Full Occupancy

Full occupancy is a hotel term used to refer to a situation whereby all the rooms in the hotels are sold and occupied. That's how i can conclude on my situation now. Thats why only now i have time to update the world (as if the whole world reading my post, ahaks!) on what happen to my life throughout the week.

7 days passed and it is also means YongYong has been here with me for a week.
What can i say?
My daily life's routine has changed since then. I ever dream to bring YongYong and stay with me in Johor Bahru once and only now i made it into a reality. So, there is no regret and one thing for sure, this is life that exactly i should run since i have my son.

Well, 5 days under the care of a babysitter during day time these are what he, Kak Ani the baby sitter and me had experienced:
Monday:
YongYong ; didn't cry at all when i leave him to Kak Ani. He even said 'babai (bye bye!) and gave me a flying kiss before i off to office.
Me ; forgotten to take Kak Ani's number, felt worried at office the whole day and kept wondering how is YongYong with Kak Ani. Too many questions wandering in my mind. Wanted to go home during lunch time but too occupied with the office work.
Kak Ani ; She said YongYong was okay, also reported to me that one thing she didn't understand is why everytime she bathed YongYong, he will cry. Actually i forgot to inform her YongYong used to bath with warm water (just like me!) and even to clean his nappy area also must be using warm water too!

Tuesday:
YongYong: he didn't cry. just like the day before.
Me ; My anxiety lessen compared to the day before.
Kak Ani ; YongYong had twice naps this time compared to yesterday. She also said YongYong always 'minta dukung, masak pun kena dukung'..hehhe, that's my YongYong.

Wednesday & Tuesday:
YongYong; he cried and refused to go to Kak Ani's house..
Me: Wonder why he cried. Feel sad leaving him with Kak Ani but must go to work also.
Kak Ani: YongYong played the whole day with her son and daughters. She noticed that if there are other kids around, YongYong will not really look for her attention as he is too busy playing.

Friday ;
YongYong: he cried like yesterday.
Me: concluded that maybe YongYong's mood is not in yet.
Kak Ani: reported to me her hubby have to take YongYong for a ride around the neighbourhood to calm him that morning.

My conclusion ;
I was very lucky that YongYong is easily get use to stranger. My first worry when i made decision to bring YongYong here with me was 'could he adapt to a new environment?' and the answer is YES. His babysitter also assured me that YongYong has no problem with her and likewise. Her kids ; 2 boys aged 9 and 8 respectively and her daughter aged 7 really welcomed YongYong as their new companion and 'adik'. So, i guess he gonna be fine here.

While for me, what do you think i do the rest of the day?

Early morning:
Usually i wake up as early as 6am, make sure that i take bath before YongYong wake up. Get ready for work and if i'm lucky YongYong wake up exactly after i dressed up. After that, go downstair and warm his 'rice porridge' which i cooked earlier. Prepare his things : diapers, change clothes, milk and milk bottle, and other needs. Transfer them to Kak Ani who live just next door including YongYong and off to work.

Evening:
Try to feed YongYong before he goes to bed..that would be around 7pm. no need to bath him because Kak Ani have done it earlier but if he sweat a lot of course i need to clean and change his shirts to nightshirts. To make him sleep is another matter. At his age now, he needs 8 ounces milk and half and hour time till he fall asleep. Sometimes i fall asleep while waiting for him to sleep.My day is not end there. After that, i'll need to do laundry. That would be around 9pm. Everyday, only after he sleep. Well, i'm not the kind of mama who keeps dirty clothes for two or three days. For me better wash everyday than seeing them getting more and more day by day!

Hmm..now you see how occupied is my life throughout the week, right? Even friends at office notice that i look tired and seems not have enough sleep. Well, that's my life now. I'm happy with it.