Relief

Why should i?
Hehehe..because i have done some a must-to-do updates in my FRP (Fail rekod Pensyarah)..

Besa la..lepas kelas nda update..bila ada semakan baru mo buat..hihikhik..not a big matter though, because the most important thing is everything is in accordance to the so called LESSON PLAN..

I am reading newspaper right now. Berita Harian. Spotted one headline pg 12 'tiada sambutan ambang merdeka' sempena menghormati bulan ramadan.

Ahh..itu pun ada kaitan dengan title post saya..hahha..relief juga..at least teda la masalah2 sosial yang akan terjadi selain daripada utk elakkan penularan wabak H1N1.

Personally i feel very blessed living in a very peaceful country (minus those political conflicts in which i don't give them a damn). Especially when i go balik kampung..so peaceful, so calm and oh, i just feel refreshed everytime i go balik kampung..Nah, bisuk sia mo menghirup udara tanpa pencemaran...nda sabarnyaa..meninggalkan daerah Pasir Gudang yang sia tinggal sekarang walaupun sekejap ja..

Huh..satu lagi headline yg menarik perhatian sa 'rahsia cabul, rogol 4 anak terbongkar', di Terengganu..oh, my God..kes yang bukan baru. Perasaan ingin mencincang 'bapa' tersebut membuak2 dlm hati..sanggup merosakkan anak sendiri..diugut oleh ibu sendiri pla tu kalau mo buat laporan polis..budusssss betul. Nasib la salah seorang anak perempuan tu berani buat laporan polis. Memalukan betul..

oh ya..sebelum saya menyatakan hal ini, saya ingin meminta maaf kepada sesiapa pembaca Muslim yang terbaca coretan ini. Seluruh rakyat Malaysia tahu, sekarang ni Bulan Ramadhan @ Puasa. Yang bukan muslim sudah tentu tahu macam mana selayaknya mereka makan dan minum sepanjang bulan ni.

Cuma yang tidak sioknya, ada sesetengah organisasi MEMAKSA seorang pelajar pelatih bukan muslim untuk berpuasa. Pity her. Sedangkan saya pasti dalam ajaran agama Islam, teda ada suruhan untuk memaksa non-muslim berpuasa, am i right?

On the other hands, a non muslim friend who is i think not alert and concern enough put a status in his facebook 'haus, lapar'..which i think to certain people who sees it will feel irritated.

Hurmm..why people nowadays are so selfish a?..

Reasons To Feel Good

Everyone has reasons to feel good like i do..the first thing first is you must set in your mind that 'I FEEL GOOD' all the time. I am telling you this not based on others opinion but it is purely from my own thought and from what i'm keep doing in everyday life and trying to maintain it no matter how big and terrible things come to me. IT WORKS..(even right now i'm crying, missing my son so much)..yeah..i still feel good for many good things that happen in my life recently..

and there is ONE extra ordinary person who makes me FEEL GOOD all the time.GOD.

So, here are some of HIS blessings onto me that makes me feel so good:

1. HE blessed me with new a notebook: ACER ASPIRE, 4736G..so that my hubby can use the old one for his work purpose.

2. HE blessed me with new SE mobile phone in pink colour which i dreamt for it since last year..NC, mesti ko tau mana satu ni kan..yang kita tingu2 sana ground floor centre point tu..hehe..harga dia murah sdh..

3. HE blessed me with a good health and opportunity to remove the oil cloth under my eyes which have been there since the time that i'm not sure either .. i give 100% trust to the team of Adeline Skin Care and Beauty to make the changes for me.

4. HE blessed with an opportunity to play for my department in winning 2nd place in the InterDepartment Netball Games, held last Wednesday. I played as Wing Attack aka WA..huhu..masih sakit2 badan sa sbb nda pernah main sejak tahun 1996..

5. HE blessed me with another chance to 'balik kampung' next week on Friday to see my hubby and son. THE GREATEST BLESS OF ALL and the main reason i feel so good today..sambil nyanyi lagu iklan 'i feel good'..(*__*).

Huhahuha!!!

Huha yihaa!! 5.30 hari ni ada latihan netball..i'm quite excited since this is my 1st time playing netball since last i played for my school..

At this moment me and 11 others in the Hospitality department, representing our dept for PJB Netball Inter Department Competition. Can't wait to back in action!!hehehhe..

huh..its been a long time i didn't update my blog..And today there is a reason why i suddenly being so motivated to write an entry.

I could say it is a PERMISSION or GREEN LIGHT from the DIRECTOR of Johor Bahru Polytechnic aka PJB.
YES. Me and a friend met up with PJB Director this morning, personally to discuss about status of our application of airticket from Johor Bahru to Kota Kinabalu this coming December..For your kind information, any government servant who has been working for 9 months and above is entitled to apply for free airticket to going back to his/her hometown (sabah/sarawak to semenanjung only and vice versa )..one more good thing being a government servant.!

We, however besides ticket, have also mentioned our intention and hope to be transfered to Kota Kinabalu Polytechnic. The director has shown his concern and his point that he will support our application really made us both relieved..Having the guarrante from our BIG DADDY is the greatest achievement so far in our effort to going back to Sabah. He even advice us to submit our application best after Hari Raya since currently the ministry of higher education is still busy relocating those staff who have been promoted to a new position.. The CHANCE is there, the SUPPORT is also there, only TIME is yet to come..

News from Penang..

Hello friends!! Finally i made myself online again...mahal la nak bayar WIFI di hotel ni. Imagine RM8 per hour. If not because i really wanted to update my blog, teda la sa mo bili ini access untuk guna WIFI..mahal bangat..
Anyway, this is our picture taken while waiting for our luggages, on our arrival at Bayan Lepas Airport, Penang. Tidak sabar mo pigi induksi kunu..Ni geng2 Politeknik Johor Bahru aka PJB.

The building called Tanjung Bungah Hotel, our home from 19th-30 July. The back view of this hotel is a beautiful beach..tapi nda berapa sempat mo menikmati pemandangan sebab sibuk berkursus...

Kumpulan cikgu2 yang suka bergambar sebelum kursus bermula..hehhe..

The view from the 6th floor of Tg Bungah Beach Hotel.

Ready for chicken Dance before the course start..

Today is Batik Day!

Thats all for now!

The 'Tumpung' and Mee Rebus Hj. Wahid'

This is a big bottle of 'tumpung' i saw this morning when we went to have breakfast at Rosni Cafe nearby PJB..Hehehe..yang hairannya kenapa 'tumpung' tu diletakkan dekat situ (dekat car park)..

The picture above: Restoran JR (Mee Rebus Hj. Wahid) where we had our lunch today. What do you think when i say mee rebus? Mesti yang ada sup kan? Dekat sini, mee rebus rupanya ialah seperti gambar dekat bawah:

Mee yang direbus dan kuahnya diperbuat daripada kentang dan ubi manis yang dikisar atau dilenyek. Lepas tu dijadikan sebagai kuah mee yang direbus tadi. Lain2 bahan, telur rebus dihiris, ada udang juga dan boleh campur hirisan daging ayam..Selalu orang masak untuk pekatkan kuah, guna kanji. Yang ni pakai ubi manis dan kentang..ok juga macam healthy ja. Rasa mee rebus ni ok la juga. Sedap tapi cepat jemu bila makan.

The Welcoming

Yuuhuu..today is a wonderful day.

After Sunday prayer, me and two other friends (PJB lecturer also) took time to meet the new students from Sabah and Sarawak. There were about 6 of them.

We had lunch together and while having lunch give them chance to share their experience. It is good to hear that all of them promise to adapt to the campus life. After that took them to buy their needs. One of the girl from Ranau, craving for durian. So, since the durian here is very cheap and available almost all the time, we took them to KIPMART (a supermarket) to buy some durian.

FYI, you can buy durian here as cheap as RM1 per piece..some RM2 /RM 3 per piece, and some RM10 for 4 / 6 pieces...murah kan? Tapi mesti pandai pilih juga la. If you want the good grade which is a little bit expensive, the price is still affordable compare to the price in Sabah.

We bought 6 pieces (the RM2 per piece) and headed to my friend's house to makan2..and now perut sa rasa panas. Maybe i had too much of it. Hehhehee..Jadi kawan2, kalau mo makan durian puas2 jom datang Johor. Aisehmen..promote kunu ni..

Next time, i go back to Sabah i want to bring durian. Some friends suggest and had tried a very safe way to bring back durian by flight.

Of course you can not bring the whole piece of it la. They said senang saja..ambil ulas durian tu and masuk dalam kontena, seal kontena tu rapat2 and ketat2..kalau buli bungkus la berapa lapik ko mau..pas tu jangan bawa masuk dalam kapal tu, masuk kan dalam kargo...however, i'm not dare enough to try..hehehhe..

Alright, thats all for now. I better focus on my preparation for tomorrow class. I kept postponding it since yesterday..besa ni buat last minute preparation macam juga time study dulu. Jam 8am lg tu..

Ooopsss!! lari tajuk ka saya ni..

The Re-Union

Grabbed this picture from Michelle's FB. Even some friends are missing but still the mini re-union was a memorable one. Wishing that can have gathering with ex-uni mates every month. Love u guys!!

Mama!

I spoke to my son just now. (As if he can talk like an adult already!).

He just woke up, my MIL say he listened to the voice on the phone, but say nothing.

While i can heard my MIL kept saying

'Mama tu bercakap. Panggil mama, mama, mama'

My usual script when i call him:

Hello Yong2!
Apa khabar? Baru bangun? Sudah makan?
Apa Yong2 makan hari ni?
Kenapa Yong2 batuk? (if he is coughing while i'm talking).
Papa di mana? Kerja?
Cakap la Yong2! Mama ni. Tidak rindu mama ka?
Eee..Yong2 ni jahat la sama mama. Tidak mau cakap. Nanti mama tidak mau sayang Yong2 tau. (I hope he didn't take heart of this one).

Mama ada beli baju baru untuk Yong2 tau. Cantik tau! Nanti mama bawa balik aa...

I usually keep talking as long as i have chance untill he refuse to listen anymore.

but today my son still kept quite. No response. Perhaps he is recognizing my voice. My MIL told me he looked at the phone and concentrate on the voice coming out from it (the loudspeaker turned on).

Again, my MIL said, 'cakap la Yong2. Panggil 'mama'. Pandai sudah kan panggil 'mama' macam Yong2 panggil 'papa'. Kesian mama!'

The 'kesian mama' sentence suddenly made me hurt and down again..Tears rolling down again..no matter how strong i tell myself 'DON"T CRY, DON"T CRY'.

Not long after that my MIL told again, 'nah dia tolak sdh ini telefon'.
Thats mean he didn't want to listen anymore. At that time, i already sobbing but need to control since i have a short conversation with MIL. Just informed her i can not go home this month beacause i need to attend the 'Kursus Induksi' in Penang for about 2 weeks.

Then, the phone call ended.

I am STRONG actually but i just can't control this one. Only this one. That is anything about child.
But yeahh..if i dun take care of myself and let myself drowning into this matter..me will be in a big trouble. Relieved to know that there many people full of loves and ready to comfort me, support me and be my good advisor when i'm down.

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL. AMEN

Mix up mind = mix up entries

YESTERDAY.
I went to the PJB Dewan Besar, just wanted to have a peek on whats going on there. The Closing Ceremony of the new students Orientation Week.

I felt touched when looking at the new faces that for sure some of them will be my students starting next week.

I exactly knew what they were feeling. Just like what i felt back in year 1999.

Yup, if i'm not mistaken the registration date was on 26 June 1999, Likas Campus.

Came for registration to University Malaysia Sabah aka UMS with my big big size green baju kurung. Felt very shamed and isolated because did not know anyone and almost joining back my family to go back to Kudat, my hometown after registered.

I was lucky indeed because almost the whole family sent me over all the way from Kudat to Kota Kinabalu for the registration. My father rented a van owned by our relative since we had no car at that time. The same scenario here. Their parents, brothers and sisters came along.

On that day, came together was my mum, my youngest sister and my youngest brother who was pee almost 5 times along the way and the van driver have to stop nearby people house so my brother can borrow their toilet.

While for me, there were a lot of things going on my mind along the way. One of the question was: will i survive?..this question came up considering that i never been separated from my family.

I went back to kampung almost every weekend since i can't stand being away from family too long. My expenses going up but i didn't care as long as i can meet my family.
Weekend=balik kampung.
It was my routine for months till my brother who was sponsoring me before i got my loan complaining about my expenses..but eventually i managed to get used to the new life.

Well, whatever it is, i wish THEM good luck.

TODAY, 10/07/09

Academic Advisor meeting held at 8.00am.

This semester, all lecturers are given 1 class to be taken care (macam jadi guru kelas la). I'm given DUP 1B (Diploma Pengurusan Pelancongan, Kelas 1B). Most of them are fresh from Secondary school.
No wonder, when i stepped in to the class and say
"Good morning class"
to my surprised they stood up and replied
"Selamat Pagi Cikgu"!
I was..oh, oh, tak perlu berdiri, ini bukan sekolah menengah lagi.

My words made the whole class laughed. Hahahaa...saya pun ikut ketawa juga. Perhaps my reactioned towards their actioned made them feel warm and informal. I love their expressions. Looking at me in front of the class like i'm their sister.

So i went bla..bla..bla..telling and explaining this and that..almost half and hour..and done. As an Academic Advisor i do need to meet them once or twice a month to keep abreast with their progress. BIG responsibility huh..tapi takpe. i take the challenge. Caiyo caiyo to me!

INDUKSI.
Last monday, received a letter to go for 'induksi' (it is a course that must be attended by all new government servants). I'm excited since the venue is in Pulau Pinang, Tanjung bungah Hotel.

Will stay there from 19 July till 30 July. Yeaaaa!! All expenses are taken care. Food & accommodation. While for transportation..boleh claim. So, we decided to take flight instead of ground transportation considering the time to reach the destination is quite long. Expecting more outstations this semester.

Thats all for now.
BTW, sorry because this entry is a little bit messy. As messy as my mind right now..

Happy Weekend everyone. God Bless You.

Its Tuesday

A bit occupied these few days.

1. Registration of the new students for July intake which was held yesterday. There was one student i registered from Likas Sabah. But he's planning to move to Politeknik Kota Kinabalu soon.

2. Preparation for next week P&P (Pengajaran dan Pembelajaran) such as preparing the lesson plan, preparing the FRP (Fail Rekod Pensyarah) which is to be submitted this week to the Head of Dept. / Head of Course for 1st checking. I'm done 70% of it.

3. Orientation Week for the hospitality students, which is started yesterday till this Friday. Today is 'gotong-royong' at my dept to prepare the classroom for next week P&P, and in the afternoon is launching of the Orientation Week.

So, i guess there is no time for me to daydreaming this few days. Every now and then, its better to be occupied with office tasks then do nothing or else my mind will fly back to Sabah and start to feel down again.



That's for now. Cheers everyone and happy working!

Setiap Kali

Air matanya berderai lagi
mengalir tanpa ada rasa segan
membasahi pipi,
si ibu yang kepiluan
SETIAP KALI..

Langkah kakinya lemah lagi
bersama esak tangis yang kedengaran
tidak menoleh ke belakang lagi
hanya meninggalkan kesan dihati
yang tak akan terlupakan
SETIAP KALI..

Si kecil hanya memandang
tidak mengerti siapa yang datang
siapa yang pergi
Si kecil hanya tahu
dia dibelai, dia disayangi
kerana itu KEPILUAN datang lagi
mengasak asak minda
SETIAP KALI..

Si ibu tidak tahu
Si ibu tidak pasti
kenalkah si kecil
siapa yang datang?
siapa yang pergi?
SETIAP KALI..

Dan si kecil tahukah?
si ibu sebak
SETIAP KALI?

There i go again.. its been a long time i have not written any poem since i left university.

This morning, the phrase 'Setiap Kali' suddenly popped out from my mind and i just took 1 minutes to write it. The poem is written with tears of sadness falling from my eyes. Silently.

Sometimes and every time its better to voice out feeling this way. It is brief and understandable. No need to worry about sentence structure errors. Its all about the beauty of literature world. You can write freely without worrying where you should put your verb, noun, predicate and so forth.

The poem is in fact reflecting my feeling towards my son recently. I noticed that when i was home last week he seems to be more interested to get closer to his grandma than me. I don't know. I don't sure either. Everytime he cries, he will run to his grandma. I envy that. I am his mother,why he doesn't want me to comfort him? He also does't want to 'hug hug' me like last time i was home.

I talked to my hubby about it and again, the same answer i get. 'Its just your feeling. No matter what, you are his mom. He is our son. It is just that all this while mom taking care of him. Nothing to worry.'

I know that. Clearly. He is right but still deep in my heart ' i can't accept it for now'.
Why last time when i was home, he was fine? Why this time different?

Oh, son! Just if you know what mummy feels!

Next time i back home, i'll make sure i'm not staying at my MIL house. I want my son aware of my presence only and wants only ME. Its sounds weird and cruel but have to do it. I don't want my son to see people that he used to see everyday when i'm around. I want him to see only ME. i have gone crazy i think..

Farewell friends!

Our office today having a farewell party for two of our friends who are leaving for their good. They are leaving to serve the youngsters at their hometown.

The lady (free hair) is one of my gud friend leaving for Politeknik KK. The male one is leaving for Poli Ulu Terengganu. The Lady in the middle is my Head of Department. The background showing the people who came late for the morning briefing..hehe..

Nak pindah pun dapat hadiah. Confirm, kalau sa pindah, dapat juga la..hehehe..


Accompanying her to go around for picture taking


Jom makan2...


Gud friends last forever..Ena, Liza, Yani, me..

Mr Rossie (Sarawakian) with his girlfriends..(*_^)

Nasi pulut dan rendang..yummy!!

Thats all for the latest news. I have a big hope that early month next year will be my turn to say goodbye to this department.

Anyway, cant wait to fly back to Sabah. TODAY. Yiihaaaaaa!!!!!!


DEAR TIME.

Please fly as fast as you could and bring me back to Sabah ASAP.

Thanks so much,
Uzoeiy.

Do you fart while u are sleeping?

Don't say you don't!

Hehehehee...because i did last night.

Very funny. Right after i farted, i woke up. Hahahaha! i asked my housemate either they heard any 'magical sound' or smelled 'new brand of perfume' last night or not.

Luckily, they didn't heard or smelled anything. And the good thing is, i'm not the only one who is farting while sleeping. My other friends do as well. So, nda malu la.

That is beyond our control, right?

Banyak lagi orang suka kentut sana sini. Kentut depan wife or hubby, boyfriend / girlfriend. Tapi yang paling suka kentut terang-terang ni ialah lelaki. Sorry to mention that guys! (*-^)My hubby la. Always do. Tapi takpe, kentut pun jadi wangi kalau dah sayang..hahaa!

The WORST is when the person is farting in the elevator. One of my ex-colleague told us he did it sometimes. With a strategy somemore. He told me, he farted when he is about to stepped out from the elevator. Apa lagi, menyumpah-nyumpah la orang dalam lif tu. Adoiii la..


Note: Jangan kentut time temuduga ye. Especially, bila dah kena confirm 'Congratulation, you are hired'! Nanti kena pecat terus macam dalam cerita STEP BROTHER tu.

Hehhee..tiba2 cakap pasal kentut pula.

Apa pun kentut la untuk kesihatan. HAHHAHA...

(My mind gone crazy today!)

Le francais

Bonjour! je' m'appelle Uzoeiy.
(Hello, my name is uzoeiy).

(the word 'francais' which is pronounced as fron-seh means Bahasa Perancis )

It was fun learning other languages but, i admitted that le francais is very difficult in term of pronouncing the words. That is because the sound of the word is totally different from the spelling.

I salute la orang yang boleh menguasai bahasa asing yang satu ni. Kalau kursus baru 2 hari dah rasa mo muntah, apa lagi kalau perlu study sampai boleh menguasai bahasa ni. huhuhu..confirm saya fail dengan cemerlangnye!(*_^)

Yang paling menarik sekali untuk kita tahu ialah dalam Bahasa Perancis setiap benda ditentukan sebagai lelaki dan perempuan. Pelik kan? Macam benda hidup pula.

Contohnya rumah adalah perempuan. Kenapa? sebab rumah adalah tempat kaum wanita. Manakala benda2 yang hightech pula kebanyakan jantinanya adalah lelaki.

hehehee..lucu kan. Kawan2 yang lelaki berabis tanya la jantina barang2 yg dorang nak.

Ayat2 yang paling sy ingat:

1. Faire la bise (fay la bis) / bisous (bizo) = kiss
2. vous allet bien? (pronounce: vu za lay biang) = how do you do?
3. Mon amor (pronounce: mo amo) = My love (male to female)
4. mon cheri (pronounce: mon cher) = My love (Female to male)

dan paling best:

je t'aime beaucop (pronounce: jay tay may boku)= i love you very much.

Kalau nak pergi Europe, kena faham sikit2 la juga. Sekurang2nya ayat2 yang selalu digunakan untuk greeting. Pesan paling sa ingat juga yang lecturer tu cakap, jangan sesekali SENYUM tanpa berkata apa-apa terutama dengan lelaki.

Kenapa? SENYUM tanpa kata-kata kepada seseorang bermaksud 'an invitation to have sex' dengan orang yang senyum tu. Nah..kan bahaya tu. Hehehe.. dekat sini, Malaysia senyum adalah cara untuk menyapa seseorang. Nasib nasib..

Alright..done with my sharing about Le Francais.

Bahasa Perancis

A quick post before continue dis afternun at 3pm for kursus bahasa Perancis ( since yesterday).
Boring i tell you.

Its damn difficult. Lain ejaan lain sebutan. Pening..so i decided to hafal perkataan yang sy suka je..hehhe..

Nanti sy share di entry yg akan datang.

Me? A secretary? Oh, No!

Been busy lately. Can u imagine its semester break still but i have loads of task to be done?..huhuhu..

I never thought that i'll be given a SECRETARY post in any department i attached. Its already set in my mind that 'kerja secretary susah la. Taip itu, taip ini..have to follow bos pergi meeting la, bla..bla..'! Nah, ambik ko..ketulahan! my friend said to me..

I'm so unfortunate when all my additional task in my department are secretary.

1. S/U Akademik Jabatan - functioning once in a while.

2. S/U Kursus Pendek Jabatan - functioning every semester break..huhu..

3. Penolong S/U Malaysian Qualification Agency aka MQA Peringkat Jabatan- functioning since last week and have to admit this is the most tough one. This year Politeknik Johor Bahru is on the way to get the MQA accreditation. Luckily i'm aware and already exposed to MQA at my last company. But still tough..

Well, whatever it is, i take it all positively. The good thing is i can request to minimize / reduce my teaching credit hour and can drop the no. 1 and no. 2 post after considering the toughness of the post no.3. Lucky me!

Hehehe..If not can't blame me and the team if PJB failed to get the MQA accreditation due to hospitality department submitted the incomplete document..Tough huh?.hmm...will do my best!

Daniel Yong2 - The Latest

I like when he wears cap..muaahmuah!!mummy miss u ody yong2..

his face when he's trying to whistling..

Perfect for the cam..

with his aunt Oying, my youngest sister..

Yong2, mummy and his aunt Naniey, my 2nd youngest sister

With daddy outside the kampung church after Sunday praying...

Busy playing with ballons..pict is taken inside the Borneo Rainforest, at 1B

The cutting hair session..

the uncle barber have to hold his head..

Tadaa!!!now he is botak ody..

2 IN 1

The holiday is over

I still can't believe i'm now back in JB again.

Still tired. Can't get enough sleep last night. And now, i'm barely can't open my eyes. sleeeeepyy...

Upset with AirAsia recently. Always delay flight. My flight delayed about half an hour..suppose to depart at 9.05pm but delayed to 9.30pm due to late arrival of the aircraft from JB. Aikk..satu kapal saja ka pula..arrived JB last night 10 minutes to 12am. And today have to wake up early to live life as usual.
Life that goes like this everyday:

8am-5pm = WORK.

5pm-6am=WINDOW SHOPPING sometimes, EATING, READING, WATCHING MOVIES @ home cinemax, MANDI, TIDUR.
My life's routine here will be like this until further notice..ahaks..dat means will change if i go back to Sabah la.

6am-8pm=MORNING ACTIVITIES like normal working people do.

Boring.......BORING..boring..BORING..

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shocked!

I was very shocked when i opened my inbox today.

An emel from a friend=childhood friend=long distance relative=ex-housemate ACCUSED me doing things wrong without asking me the truth..i feel so down..

I met her last 30th of May on her sister's wedding and everything was fine till i read her emel today.
shocked!shocked! still calming myself..silenty contacting some people to clarify things and to prove that i didn't do anything wrong that can effect our friendship.

I tell you, when you expect nothing is wrong and everything is just fine, and suddenly things went wrong your world will go upside down, heart beats go faster and speechless. Just like what i felt when i read the emel! It took me an hour to think in which side i did wrong.

ooppss..sorry to keep you readers wondering what the hell i'm talking about here. I just would like to voice out my dissatisfaction.

To my Friend (you know who you are)..just in case you coming across my blog , i never meant to hurt you. It doesn't matter if you or me was wrong but, i apologize.