Do not be a square, Be a circle.

Early morning today while waiting for my office mate to fetch me to work, a thought came across my mind:

'DO NOT BE A SQUARE.

Kesian ini tembikai square kalau kena tendang kan..sakit perut nanti kalau makan.:)

BE A CIRCLE.'

Nah..dia suruh lagi tendang...

wE All kNoW, tHeRe aRe Vast MeSSaGes wE CouLD GeT aNd InTERpratE FrOm tHe QuOTE aBoVEd.

BUt, todaY i lOveD to tHink it LikeWise.

IF i wErE given A ChOiCE whICH ShAPe I WouLD Be. NeIthEr OnE.

LOOk;
if i ChOOSe To bE A SqUAre, tHe GooD ThinG IS I Am StAbLe In PoSitION. NO Need To Be ScARed Of FaLLing Or ROllInG FrOm WhEre You Are PlaCed. PeopLe AlsO Not InTerEsteD to KiCk You SinCe aFrAid Of GettING PAin KIckEd Your VerTiCes. YoU SaFe! ..:)

In many people thought, a person choosing square is not good because they say square means you are not open minded, limited to the space where you are, and..bla bla..


How ABout Being a ciRCle? Its not my choice NEitHer. Why? PeOpLE maY EasIly fool YoU ArOunD; EasiLy MocKEd; KiCk YouR AsS.

In many people thought again, a circle means you are very open minded, can go everywhere you want because even wind when blowing will help you to move, without others helped.

Could not agree with me? Don't argue. Nda da maknanya..hehee!
This is a very bold idea, without help from any famous Philosopher , with my empty stomach early morning.

Paling penting..idea ini adalah SAJA-SAJA di buat. Tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang nda hidup..hehheeh!.

Don't take it seriously!!

Till then

Yang ini mama punya, yang itu ipah punya..

My sister sampai dari Sabah pagi semalam. Selepas hantar dia ke rumah, sia terus balik ke ofis.

Kalau la saya ada keta sendiri di sini, mau juga lepak2 di rumah, petang baru balik ofis punch kad. Teda juga student mau ajar kan. Tapi oleh kerana tiada, terpaksa la duduk ofis ja sepanjang hari.

Selepas balik dari ofis, adik sia cerita si Yong2 bawa dia 'tour' dalam rumah.

Mula2 dia buka peti sejuk dan tunjuk mana satu makanan dia, makanan mama dan makanan ipah, housemate sia.

Lepas tu, dia bawa pula adik sia naik ke tingkat atas. Tunjuk mana satu bilik kami (bilik Yong2 dia bilang) dan mana satu bilik ipah. Sama la dengan bilik mandi
'ini ipah punya,' dia ckp..

Ada lagi. Dia cakap dengan adik sia, 'ini semua baju mama, k'. Sambil pegang baju-baju sia.
Tidak habis begitu ja, dia teruskan 'tour' dalam rumah kepada benda2 lain pula..

Pandai betul YongYong sia ni kan.

O ya, petang semalam juga one of my bestie & ofismate juga datang ke rumah. Kawan sia ni selalu kasi manja Yong2 dengan ole2 seperti aiskrim kalau dia datang. Semalam dia datang dengan tangan kosong. Dan selalunya dia akan bagi duit sebagai ganti. Berikut perbualan dia dengan Yong2:

My friend: 'Yong2, Mak Yang takde bawa apa2 tau. Yong2 batuk, mama cakap tak boleh makan aiskrim. Mak Yang bagi duit, nak?'

Yong2: 'Tak nak'.

Saya teringat sebelum ni saya cakap dengan Yong2, kalau Mak Yang bagi duit, Yong2 cakap 'tak nak, okay'. And he did.

Hubby pun nda suka kalau Yong2 terbiasa dengan duit. Tapi sejak saya bagi dia RM1 hari tu, pandai sudah dia minta2 duit..huhu..tapi bagus juga sbb nanti dia masukkan dalam tabung duit dia.

Kembali kepada my friend tadi, bila dia balik2 kena tanya mau ka tidak duit tu, trus dia cakap 'nak'..huhu..budak2. Mana la mau menolak kalau sudah kena bagi, kan?

Saya ingat time saya kecil2 dulu. Mana la ada kena offer banyak kali mau ka tidak kena bagi duit. Kalau ada, seronok la. Kalau tiada, nda apa. Lain betul dengan zaman sekarang.
Jauh sangat bezanya.

Apa pun, saya harap nanti Yong2 besar, dia akan menghargai apa yang mama dan papa dia buat untuk dia. God's willing. :)

For kids, happiness is that count

Every afternoon on weekend Yong2 will ask me ' Ma, nak main d luar' (translated: May i play outside mummy?)

I know he is boring at home alone. So, sometimes i'll let the children from the neighborhood to come in the house to play with him. He is very playful one. Non-stop. Just look at him.

When the children get in, he started to preach about his Ultraman stories.

He holds the book as if he can read already while at the sametime watching the kids playing with his toys. They were lucky because sometimes he will not allow others to play or even touch his toys. My effort to instill a good value in friendship such as SHARING now, worked.

Yong2 is chasing some of them with his water gun. Watching them playing happily, suddenly a thought came across my mind; I was so lucky to giving birth a very healthy and active child, loved by everyone around him.

He keep chasing and chasing until one of them purposely stop and let Yong2 caught her.

He than shouted 'Tembak kau!' . The funny thing is he know exactly where to shoot; right on her ass!! Hahaha..

Happy kids. No worries. They have no ideas what the adults are thinking. Because for them only happiness is that count.

Dinner for Two

My housemate is already went back to Sabah for her Raya celebration. She will be in Sabah till 14th September. Almost two weeks off from work.

So, guess what? Only me and my Yong2 in this house until 7th September. My 16 years old sister will come over to take care Yong2 till 14th. Well, Yong2's baby sitter also need break right?. She is going back to Kelantan on 8th and coming back on 14th also.

This coming Raya celebration, i do not take any leave. First, the raya ticket is so expensive. Second, my annual leave balance is just enough for 2 weeks leave at the end of year. So, save it for Christmas.

Okay enough mumbling for nothing. Lets check out what exactly is my post title about.

Last night, i cooked simple dishes for me and Yong2. Nothing so special about the dishes because you also know how to cook it. Veeeerrryyy ordinary..hehehe!

Show you the drink first. Mixed of Fresh Mango juice (preffered the PEEL OFF from MARIGOLD) and Fresh Milk..taste yummy especially when its cold. Rich with Vitamin A,C and E. Try it. :)

Hehehe..he is so co-operating. He sip the drink for the camera actually.

Not forgetting Yong2's favorite dishes: finger chicken nuggets. He usually loves eating sausage (he pronounces it 'totej) very much but i change it sometimes to other ready made chicken product for variety.

Fried fish. Ikan Kerisi. Correct me if i'm wrong ya. I kind of weak remembering fish name. If you look closely, you will see 'sisik ikan' still on the fried fish. Purposely leave it there coz i like eating it. Rangup ba bila makan..tapi kena goreng garing la. Actually i want to cook Ikan Masak Sambal but i feel lazy already after i fried the fish.

Chicken and mix vegetable soup..I usually use chicken wings to make chicken soup. Do you know why? this part has less and very thin flesh..more bones, which i like so much. I'm sure my close friends like Cath and Nc knows what my choice is if we have meal at KFC restaurant. 'ribs or drumstick please'. If my hubby is dining together with us, i'll dump all flesh to him and take the bones only.hehehe, poor hubby!

The last but not least; mixed vegie (bitter gourd and capsicum, peas, corn/maize, carrot) with chicken frankfurters with onion and cheese. Different version of mix vegie, right? well, that's all i found in the fridge.

All the dishes is not complete without this. small of cut of red chillies, lime juice and chopped onion..Yong2 will say ' pedas kan Ma'. Yes, it is. But i makes me to go for second round of steam rice. Hehe..
Thats all for our dinner last night.

Think: how good if my hubby was here.(:

Oops..wait, let me guess what you think. 'Did i finished all the dishes alone?'
You are right for whatever you think in your mind.:)

Till then.

Blogwalking Award

Its time to do the reward from Kay Abdullah aka Cath.

Dan jawapan untuk soalan2 cepu emas ialah:

1. Apakah yang bermain di minda anda sekarang?

...kenapa la pensyarah politeknik tidak cuti sama2 dengan pelajar. Bikin benci oo..sy sakit hati sangat. Padahal tiada la istimewa sangat jadi pensyarah poli ni..


2. Apakah nama samaran anda:

1. Uzoeiy - plg fames, sbb kawan2 dr sek rendah, sek menengah sampai UMS panggil sa dgn nama ni.

2. Eve - kawan2 opis dan sesetengah kawan rapat

3. Tuwong - means 'gelap' aunty sy saturang panggil sbb dia cakap time sia baby dulu gelap betul dia bilang. Skrg nda sdh, sbb pandai sudah pakai Fair n Lovely kunu..hehehe

4. Elyn - panggilan daripada anak buah sy

3. Siapakah 3 orang yang paling kamu sayang?
Papa yong2 dan Yong2 serta my parents. Seterusnya kawan2..

...tidak adil ni soalan o kan? ada ka 3 saja dia suruh pilih..apa kata sy tukar ni soalan:

Bagaimana kamu menunjukkan kamu menyayangi seseorang? hehehe..

4. Panggilan untuk si dia?

..biasa saja kalau sy, sbb sudah kahwin of course la 'sayang'. tak pernah panggil nama dia sejak kahwin. Tapi sejak yong2 pandai cakap kena panggil papa or daddy. Yong2 ikut panggil papa dia 'sayang'..

5. Hadiah yang diimpikan daripada seseorang yang istimewa?

...selalunya sy nda la mengharap sangat kena bagi hadiah oleh papa yong2, sy lebih suka kena bawa jalan2 macam pigi Kundasang. Siok ba sana..
tapi kalau dia tanya mo hadiah apa, sia suka macam yg si cath punya..baju atau handbag pilihan sendiri,,hehehhe,,sy pilih dia bayar..

6. Blog mana yang selalu anda lawat?

....blog sy la. hehe..sebenarnya banyak, tengok bila ada update akan melawat..terutama yang ada di blogroll sy.

7. Tag kan kepada 15 blogger
..Dell
..Michelle Tan
..Cathj
..yuzz boo duct jahat
..Fantastic Ajane
..KrisNadia (kalau Nc belum tag )
..zura91
..Uncle Greg (buli ka angkol?)hehe,,
..suhaira wafiah@princess wawa

...nda cukup 15 tapi tu ja sia teringat. kawan2 len boleh ambil ye..

My recent trip back to Sabah

Last week i did mentioned that i made a last minute decision flew back to Sabah. I never regretted it.

It was a very please moment and i treasured every moment of it.

Here are some pictures to share with you:

My uncle in traditional head gear called 'sigal', ready to perform the Sumundai mongigol dance-traditional dance of Rungus ethnic in Kudat.

The 'Sigal' is unique. To produce one, it takes a week or two without interruption. Focus i mean. Or else it takes months to finish one. And it is purely hand-woven from 'kapok' or cotton.

In Sabah, 'Sigal' is one of the traditional head gear that worn by most ethnic and to see the difference 'sigal' of different ethnic, month of May is the best time. Its the month festivity - Harvest Festival, held once, every year, in every district of Sabah.








The Sumundai Mongigol Dance - usually performed by a man and followed by few women, accompanied by the traditional music instruments - Gong.
Particularly, Sumundai refers to the movement of the women following the gongs beats, while Mongigol is the dance of the man that dancing the different steps from the women except for the arms that widely open and moved gracefully.
As a Rungusian, its a shame if you don't know how do the dance. I'm lucky because my mom is an EXPERT and her daughter must be the same, too. (*-^)!

Some of them (the dancers) are my relatives wearing traditional costume in conjunction with my family event.
They wear it to honour my late grandfather. Its part of the tradition to perform this dance whenever a family conduct a prayer event of their late family. A tradition that must be kept alive to always remind us our root.

Closer look - i approached one of the dancers and ask permission to take her pict.

She is wearing an almost complete Rungus traditional costume.

The complete costume is usually decorated with thousand dollars of antique beads, worn on the hips and shoulder. oh ya, not forgetting the ornaments worn on their wrist and leg.















The complete costume.
Courtesy from : www.realadventure.com

Hope that this post give you-my readers a bit info of the Rungus ethnic in Sabah.

Will share some more pictures of activities i did during the balik kampung trip recently. Till then!

Lima Ratus

Entri sia hr ni dalam bahasa Sabah. Bersemangat sia sebab esok malam sia mau naik kapal terbang besi pigi Sabah. (*-^). Si Yong2 pun bersemangat juga. Tidur pun bulih sebut 'naik kapal terbang'..haha!

Keputusan balik kampung yang dibuat last minit sebab nda dapat balik raya. tiket mahal. Balik time hari kebangsaan pun boleh la. Lagi pun ada kenduri kasi bersih kubur datuk sia sambil kasi simen, bagi cantik biar datuk sia happy rumah dia cantik.

Itu tiada kena mengena dengan tajuk entri sia. LIMA RATUS. hehhe.

Kalau yang kerja kerajaan tau sangat la ini. Yang ditunggu-tunggu setiap tahun. Semenjak sia kerja kerajaan ni sudah dua tahun dapat 5 ratus. Tahun lalu, dapat untuk menggantikan bonus. Kali ini pula angpau raya la ini katakan.

Sebenarnya ada lagi yang sia tunggu2 ba ini sejak kerja kerajaan. Bonus yang macam dulu2 uncle2, anti2, kawan2 yg lama sdh kerja kerajaan. Dapat bonus sebulan gaji. Wah, siok o kalau macam itu.

Tapi dapat angpau 5 ratus pun syukur sangat la sebab kawan2 yg bukan kerajaan mana ada macam ini kan.

Jadi dengan LIMA RATUS angpau ini, sia rasa negara masih lagi dalam kondisi ekonomi yang belum memberangsangkan. Sebab itu la bonus kepada penjawat awam belum dapat di bagi macam dulu. Mari la kita doakan supaya ekonomi negara kita akan pulih sepenuhnya pada masa depan supaya rakyat lebih makmur.

Sebenarnya, lima minit tadi jari jemari sia rancak menaip Terms Of Reference bagi kursus yang saya selia. Tapi trus tersesat pigi menulis entri untuk blog. Hehhehe...Jangan tiru, nanti kena marah bos korang pula.

Yours truly with hubby and son
Malacca River Bank,
Malacca, July 2010.

Its how i am doing today :)

Many people believe in a theory that pictures sometimes can be the best instrument to express certain things. I also do.

Yours truly, as for today. Picture taken early morning today before going to office. I wear red blouse = happy. I feel that what i wear pictures my mood of the day. I always choose office attire based on my mood. That means, i must iron all my office attire at one time so that i can pick them and put it on anytime. Rabbit smile; that's me! ^-*.

Hmm..feel like sharing some good progress of my beloved son.

Pictures of my son trying his best to button his shirt after i encouraged him few times to do it by himself. I learned so many things since he came into our lives. I noticed that my son is not a kid that give up before trying every time i ask him to do something by himself which is in the future i'm sure will help him in many ways. God's willing. For the first time he didn't make it, turned to me and said; 'Ma, x pandai la'.

Few days after i the pictures above, an evening after i bathed him, i purposely unbutton his shirt and this was what i saw. He was trying patiently to button his shirt till didn't aware of me taking his picture. This time he also didn't make it but at least he tried his best. Will need to remind and encourage him again and again till he does. But so far that is his progress.

Proud of you my Yong2!

Nancy's Kitchen

Last two weeks hubby visited me and Yong2 in Johor. He took 3 days leave from work. That was the third times he came here for us.

And This time i decided to bring him jalan-jalan to Malacca-the historical state. The nearest state to Johor.

Unfortunately, pictures are not available coz :

1. i forgot to check my camera's battery before leaving. So, when i wanted to take pictures, found out that battery was out.

2. My brother took pictures using his Sony HandyCam but when transferred to laptop all blurry. Tried to save all of it by editing it but not work. Dun know why. may the camera is wrongly set.

3. We also took pictures using Sony Erickson handphones but when i wanna transfer the pictures to my lappy, 'device can not be detected' status appeared. Duhh..teda rezeki my hubby mau tayang2 dia sudah pigi Malacca. Haha!

Buuut...i have surprise though, for Nancy. Ada juga gambar yang terselamat.

Here is for you:


Tadaaa!! Sia jumpa restoran atas nama ko Nc. hehe..tapi sia nda makan situ. Tempat len kami makan. Ni di Jonker Street ni.

And this; holding the saman from Majlis Bandaraya Melaka because we didn't display the parking card properly in the car. Its worth RM30 but paid rm5 only because i paid right after i got it. So geram, the clerk at the counter did not told us that we should display it. Haizz! Nasib dapat diskaun sebab bayar cepat2.


P/s: This post should be posted yesterday but postponed today due to very bad internet connection.

Words Of The Day

Its really working hours today. And there are two statements of friends that really made my day.

Number 1:

A friend commented on my FB status yesterday:

'You are the most strongest person i ever met! Stay strong.'


I say: Yes, i am glad for it. I never thought i could be this strong. It's not from my own strength. Its from God. I am still doing hard to stay strong and that is with God's mercy. Glad that someone realize that value in me. ;)

Number 2:

I am one of the 'Pegawai Peperiksaan Jabatan'. So, a statement in our meeting just now:

'Kali ni, kita bersedialah untuk 'sibuk sedikit' sebab kita akan buat dari A-Z. Pegawai2 di unit peperiksaan akan buat 'razor' sahaja.'

I say: Ya, 'Sibuk sikit saja'. With a BIG smile in our face leaving the 'Bilik Khas'. That means, in the time ahead i (we) will work like a machine but hey will try to take a break with KITKAT!. Hehhe..


Nice day people!

Cerita Pendek : Kelibat @ Bayang2

Disclaimer:
Sebelum meneruskan pembacaan kamurang, suka sia mengingatkan cerita ini ada unsur2 seram dan lucu (bagi sia la, kalau pembaca nda rasa begitu, bukan tanggungjawab sia ok)..(*_^).

Sebentar tadi dalam lebih kurang jam 9.45 malam, sia sedang menidurkan ultraman kecil sia dalam bilik. Pintu bilik sengaja tidak sia tutup rapat. Bukan apa sebab bagi peluang tu lampu di luar bilik masuk siiiikit bilik pada masa si ultraman kicil mau tidur. Kalau lampu di bilik kena pasang, alamat nda tidur la si ultraman itu.

Mau dijadikan cerita, housemate sia pula teda. Dia pigi balik sana rumah kakak dia di Skudai. Jadi hanya sia dan si ultraman kecil saja di rumah..Nda juga sa takut ba sebab memang selalu dia balik sana dan memang selalu sia sama ultraman ja di rumah. Buat masa ni, ultraman sia belum pandai guna kuasa dia untuk bertukar jadi Ultraman Cosmos. Jadi sia nda buli minta tulung la kalau ada apa2. Eh, banyak pula bunga2 bahasa ini. hehehe..

Balik kepada jam lebih kurang jam 9.45 tadi. Ketika berbaring-baring sambil nyanyi lagu 'ibu, engkaulah ratu hatiku' atas permintaan ultraman, rasa-rasanya macam ada bayang2 sesuatu yang saya nampak bergerak dengan pantas di luar pintu bilik. Terus sa berhenti menyanyi dan mata sia pula nda mau lari tau dari melihat ke arah pintu tu. teda juga la bulu2 berdiri sebab sia ni kira berani juga la.hehe..

Dalam hati bertanya,

apakah itu?
Siapa yang datang nda bagi salam? Masa melawat pun sudah habis ni.
Bukan sudah sia kunci semua pintu ka itu?
Kenapa pula ada orang buli masuk kalau sudah kunci?
Adehh..apa la itu?'

Lalu sia segera bangun dan melihat apa yang mau main2 kasi takut2 sia tu.
Punya la sia terkejut apa yang sia nampak.

TIKUS GUMUK! panjang ekor lg tu.

Trus sia cakap:

Aikk..beraninya ko masuk rumah? Macam mana ko buli masuk a? Eeeeii..geramnya, gumuk lagi ko itu!

Tikus gumuk tu pun terkejut kali nampak sia. trus dia turun cepat2. Nda pandai lumpat lg tu. Mau juga ikut tu tangga satu2 turun pigi bawah. tergulik2 di tangga. Sia yang geram tadi trus terketawa. Hahha.. buduh juga ko ini sia cakap dalam hati. Kasian bogia kalau sia cakap kuat, nanti tikus gumuk tu malu. Haha!

Baru sia mau turun tangga mau bubut tu si gumuk, si ultraman pula bangun mau ikut juga pigi bawah. Sa nampak sudah tu tikus gumuk sembunyi sana belakang tv yang ada wayar2. aduihh.. macam mana mau halau si gumuk ni aa. Sia rasa geli pula.

Trus sa nampak itu penyapu. Apa lagi, sia pigi ambil penyapu tu dan pigi cucuk2 sana wayar2 belakang tv. Trus si gumuk lumpat keluar lari pigi bawah almari kasut.

Si ultraman terkejut trus dia nangis.takkuutt..dia bilang.
Hisshh, apa pula ni ultraman ni penakut. Ingat mo suruh fire tadi tu tikus gumuk. Tapi sia pun trus lumpat naik kerusi ba bila tu tikus keluar. Takut tikus tu lari pigi kaki sia pula...eeeiii..geli.

Adeeihh..geram sa oo.Sia sudah buka pintu awal2 supaya si gumuk tu keluar ikut pintu. ini tidak mau juga main sembunyi2 sama sia. Aii, nanti ko tikus gumuk!

Tiba2 Sia nampak ada ridsect dekat tu tangga. Eh, ridsect kan utk nyamuk? peduli la, dalam hati.

Na, apa lagi sia ambil ridesct tu dan sembur bawah almari kasut tu. Mula2 nda mau keluar tu si gumuk, tapi bila sa guyang2 tu almari trus sa nampak kelam kabut dia lari ikut pintu. Nah, paning sudah kali.

Si ultraman yang sedang berdiri atas kerusi trus teriak2:

Ma, cicak! cicak! sambil tunjuk tu tikus.

Hahahaha..Adakah dia cakap tikus tu cicak.

Lepas tu, sia pun cepat2 tutup tu pintu takut tu si gumuk masuk lagi.

Dulu pun ada satu kali juga tikus gumuk masuk rumah. Time tu, pintu utama dan pintu dapur dua2 terbuka. Sedang kami tingu tv, tiba2 ada tikus masuk dari pintu utama dan keluar ikut pintu dapur. hahha..pandai tu tikus cari jalan shorcut pigi sebelah. Nda sempat mau buat apa2 time tu. terkejut kan.

Sebelum naik atas lagi, sia cek dulu lubang mana yg tikus buli masuk. Tertonggeng2 sia mencari. Teda pun lubang ni rumah ni. Mungkin tadi time sa menyapu tikus tu masuk ikut pintu dapur atau tu cermin dekat sinki yang terbuka. Tikus kan pandai memanjat.

Setelah puas hati nda da lagi tikus lain dalam rumah selain tikus gumuk tadi, sia dengan ultraman pun naik la ke bilik. Si ultraman tidur balik, sia pula sedang menaip ini post. hehhe.

Maka dengan itu, berakhir la cerita pendek sia tentang perjuangan sia menghalau si tikus gumuk keluar dari rumah. hehhee..baru 2 minit tadi, si ultraman mengigau 'ma, cicak lari sudah'..dia bilang.

TAMAT.

Getting better

Things are getting better by now.

My day is also getting better.:)

And not to talk much, here i post some pictures during our stay at Nexus Resort & Spa last month:

We stayed here.- 2 connected pool villas.

Mini pool- can be accessed direct from the room


Yong2 with his baju tidur in the pool. x mau tukar baju mandi.

the bed. Yong2 messing it up just in a minute.

First time Yong2 mandi laut. Peluk kaki sia kuat2 sebab takut ombak. Haha!

Many more pictures in my facebook.

(Sekarang rajin update blog di office. Teda masa ba kalau di rumah. :)

Have a nice day!

It reminds me that I am a mother

These few days, i've been a bit grumpy and let my emotion conquer my action.

Yepp..action towards my little ultraman.

He actually got sick last week. I guess because his nanny and her daughter also got sick and the sick aura spell on him too. But i brought him immediately to clinic for medication and now he is doing fine except for slight flu and cough.

Well,
what he did ?
and what i did to him?

Last weekend:
he cried for nothing and that made me so irritated and lost my patience.

I first ask him

'kenapa Yong2 nangis? Bagitau la mama.'

answer: 'Tak nak.'

continue again asking:

'Cakap la Yong2. Sakit perut?' nak Vitagen? Nak Calciyum?

answer: 'Tak nak! Tak nak! (crying louder)

again asking patiently and rubbing his back at the same time:

'Jadi, Yong2 nak apa, cakap la. Mari sini mama sayang. Nak tengok Ultraman Cd?'

answer: 'Tak nak! Tak nak! Tak nak!' (and at the same time rolled down from the cushion making a distance from me, and there he go crying more louder).

Oh, Goodness. How a mum can stand a kid behave like that!?
Without knowing the reason why he's crying and saying only 'Tak nak' really challenge me.

So, there i gone crazy. Without compassion, i came closer to him and

'pap!pap!pap!

'kau ni kenapa a Yong2. Mama geram betul tengok kau menangis macam tu. Mama tanya tak nak bagitau. Berhenti menangis, kalau tidak, mama pukul lg kaki tu.'

Stupid me asking him to stop crying after gave him a very great rewards.

No action other than keep crying. I tell you i gone really crazy. I didn't persuaded him with hope that he learn something from what i did to him. He continued crying for about fifteen minutes and there was no sign of stop crying.

I pitied him. Which mum couldn't, right?

I gently said:
'Sudah la tu Yong2. berhenti nangis. Sini mama sayang.'

Then he got up, walked toward me and hug me as he never want me to let him go.

Oh, dear..how could i hurt this little kid of mine just because of the small matter?

Yesterday's evening when i back home from office around six, he did the same. I really do not have idea why he is crying. I did the same to him like before.

I feel so terrible. I am in a dilemma. this incident always remind me that i am A MOTHER. Yes. A MOTHER. I am sure there are many more to come along the way. and i guess, i am ready.

.A question in mind, why i so emotional these few days.................is it because i am STRESSED OUT?

At office yesterday, we (means us in the office) got to know that one of our colleague already got his letter of transfer to the polytechnic he requested for. Good for him but somehow, it made me regret.

Why mine is still postponed??? Arggghhh...!!

Today, hubby called me he is not doing well. His back pain come again and i'm not there!

Its really challenging me. (:

I FEEL GOOD

Yeepp..i feel so good. Its because every things are in order. For Week 3 teaching and learning process this semester, everything are in accordance with my lesson plan. :) Yippie!

Even though this semester i handle all 5 courses with NO SHARING, there is a good thing about it. I am the boss, i decide all things alone, no need to wait others for any decision regarding teaching and learning process. A bit tired in fact..but hey, will not let my self do the preaching all the times in class right? Sometimes need to hear from students, let my self sit down and listen to them presenting whatever topic given.

And among the days in a week, Wednesday is the day that i'm most occupied.

Started with 2 hours class from 8.00am-10.00.

And the next battle is at 11.15am-12.15am and 1.15am-2.15am. Both are Hospitality Law class. Seems there is no lunch time for Wednesday, right?
Because here, staffs need to drive out from polytechnic to have lunch. I remember my old office ACIC, 1 hour break is more than enough since the office is inside the shopping complex and so convenience to get food at any time.

Oops..first i plan to write a few line only for this entry but ended up with 4 paragraphs. haha!


Okay, got to go now. Mau get ready kelas law pula lepas ni.


Nice day friends.

V.I.P

The two VIP in my life.
Photo taken during our stay at Nexus karambunai Resort & Spa last month. I like this picture so much.:) Hubby and Yong2 look very happy.

..and me, a VIP in their heart too..
Ouww..Why i feel that i look old in this photo?